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eyexlookxnorth's Journal
It's a lonely night again :[
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Im back.
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May 09, 2008, 03:28:am
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shud be on more often now. :]
leave me a comment
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In the beginning
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March 19, 2008, 02:07:am
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I cannot breathe much longer
I'm tied down to the bathroom floor
Drowning in my own blood
I hopoe you never find me
Kill me softly
Whisper in my ear
Say those words that I hate
Tell him what you told me
Make my ears bleed
Rip out my tounge
Bury our story
I'm not the only one
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Succubus
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March 19, 2008, 02:05:am
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and when all escape is frozen,
she falls,
like a little,
snow flake onto my shoulder that,
burns into a screeching ball of fire, with
her wings ripped off,
and her blood still pouring,
my fallen angel she,
sucks the soul away from me and,
flies away
and as I lay on the ground suffocating,
I smile and say,
fly angel fly,
as if I really just saved,
a fallen angel.
Mood: Jumpy
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Introduction
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March 16, 2008, 08:32:pm
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White snow sheds crimson blood, flooding over my emotions. There is nothing she can do anymore to make me feel better, it's superficial, it's shallow, yet it keeps me wanting more. I'm fucking sick of her, my increasing fatigue is fighting against love, and yet she's still my paradox, my everything and nothing. So I stand here with a thousand questions in my mind, I'm torn, ripped into pieces and spit to the ground, I'm crushed under a boylder of doubt, and she makes me feel all these different emotions at the same time, love, hatred, jealousy, happiness, regret, lust, she makes me feel so much that it just leaves me to think if I had even felt anything at all. Yet it's this nothingness that she implanted in me, that keeps my life going. I never really felt her love in a long time, and that's want keeps me living. I'd die to trust her again, I'd live for her trust. I'm willing to wait.
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Pt.1 Sex
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March 16, 2008, 08:28:pm
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we'll bring the party
you bring the blood
release the vampires
you know you should
beneath these rhyme schemes
hide the secret to your heart
I'm just waiting to see whats under
the flesh that I rip apart
and this one last verse
reveals your secret
it's only a mirror
Don't you forget it
Mood: Bored
Music: Nothing
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