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A Levels yah
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August 21, 2009, 10:52:am
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My google chrome is not liking vampirefreaks. This site is pretty poor anyway so I could have predicted. Hence why I never log on.
Picked up my A Levels, refused to go on camera for the BBC, got all three A's, weirdly on the day I had flu and was late for my exams I did the best. Going out three times this week so will be a total mess by Sunday (the day I am quitting work). Now I have the trouble of choosing a Uni, something I am not looking forward to. Till then I am going to set up a blog/website for my artwork, it needs a base and deviant art winds me up.
Ordered the new slim PS3, so I can watch Blue ray Star Trek, most epic film ever IMO. Paying for it with my Avon money, earning tonnes from that little venture, so Edward sissorhands of me.
Must add this in though the new Hadouken! E.P is amazing, can't get over how good M.A.D is.
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Mood: -
Music: -
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end of an era
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May 19, 2009, 05:55:pm
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So Wednesday is officially my last day ever of 'college', it’s not even an entire day I’m going home early to do some shopping to celebrate. Couldn't be more elated right now, that’s two years over with. I've already started preparing for next year, I have a book full of drawings *squeals* and I’m writing an awful lot. Not that college wasn't fun, because it was, I just want a fresh start away from all the preteens and work. I've already treated myself to a large bottle of bedhead conditioner.
Therefore the job hunt is officially on, I do have the option of creating my own job and opening a shop in town but I’m avoiding that for now because that whole idea of that scares me so hard, even if it is graphics. There is always poundland. But whilst the hunt is on I am getting a cat or guinea pig to look after so on those lonely nights I don't revert to talking to myself, I can talk to it.
I'm up to my third viewing of star trek now, going to see it in the 'holidays' with a bunch of friends (carol, Sean, Sarah - can't wait). Awesome film, good plot. I'm hoping to take lots of pictures if it’s not raining so I should post them on here.
I've also got addicted to Freur 'doot doot' - Look at them fall, I put them to bed, now they are dreams, And we go doot, Doot doot
Music: The fashion - like knives
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moving on
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April 23, 2009, 02:50:pm
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I guessed that Dan may have possibly cheated on me, or been with someone in the three short weeks we had been broken up.
He confirmed he had been with someone since we broke up (at first he 'didn’t remember'), I hit him. Not hard enough though. He ran away like the fucker he is. He keeps hiding from me now, but has no problem telling his friends about it all. Then he had the balls to try and change his story, telling me its 'what I expected' and 'he didn't', apart from later that day he was telling people about how he had. What a douche.
I broke up with him but he was fucking aware how I felt, he even ASKED to see me at one point. He could have told me tonnes of times, didn't. I'm not mad he did, I’m mad he had the nerve to lie to my face. I'm pissed the pack of lies he wrote in my cards, and the nerve he had knowing what’s happened to me in the past, how I’ve reacted and my clear anger problem. Obvs he didn't understand when I said don't piss with me.
He thinks he’s happy now, we will see.
Dan I hope your reading this. you haven't got a clue.
Mood: elated
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yeah so
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April 19, 2009, 06:22:pm
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Yeah so lots has happened in the last few weeks. I'm now single again, no thanks to me and I have an interveiw to get into my art course within the next week or so, I'm so worried about going, but it does mean that my art/graphic classes are ending this week till september, so finally I will have some spare time.
I thought it was time for a fresh start from all the crap thats been going on, so like any normal person I went shopping, cut my hair (as you can see in my pictures) and got into a minor car crash. When I told my ex what happened in the car he didn't really care. I think that sums it up pretty well. I'm not a perfect girlfriend i'm posessive, annoying, serious and never very well but to get that reaction is just horrfic to think I spent a year with this person and that was his final reaction. I could say a shit load more, on monday it will be the first time I see him for two weeks since it happened, at the moment I feel fine about it all, but it doesn't mean it will stay that way.
I mainly post on twitter now tbh, so I don't really update my journal, shame.
Music: AFOS: Nightmares
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