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Virgin Desires, Becoming a deviant.
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September 04, 2011, 04:35:am
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OK so. in case no one was aware of this I think i'd like to make an official declaration of my 'virgin-hood' yes I am a fucking unicorn in the free world. A virtuous virgin.
only lately not so virtuous. I know these are things I should have gone through in High School, but in all honesty my body didn't have urges then. I was more focused on what the universe had in store for me, what I was to become and what I was going to achieve after public schooling. WELL. As of late, abso-fucking-lutely nothing - that's regarding the amazing person I thought I was going to become.
I was a softmore in high school and had an awful first kiss experience and never wanted to kiss again- yep it was that god-awful. It had been with the school manwhore, he'd gotten at least 2 other girls preggo and I didn't want to be the next one but his forwardness was kind of endearing in a bizaare fucked up kind of way. ANYWAY- the relevance.Lately I get these extreme urges.
one being recently. I was at the grocery store and this older mature 30-something hot ass man walked by me and sort of glanced up at me, he looked like he had these natural brooding eyes and what not. Then the strangest thing happened. I wanted to attack his body and hump the living daylights out of him. Like I seriously had to control myself from ripping his and my clothing off. almost like a new vampire thirsting for blood?idk
I would appreciate some advice on this subject anyone~
I feel like a deviant now, a sexual virtuous deviant. it makes no. fucking. sense.
Mood: WTF.
Music: Deftones
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