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KEEP RUNNING!!!! March 24, 2008, 08:08:pm
run

keep running

maybe he wont catch up

he’s got me

oh god does he have me...

for all the running

i’ve accomplished nothing

his arms hold me safe

close to his heart

away from harm

but why do i skwerm?

why do i wish to break free?

do i like being in harms way?

do i want to run?

no

stop running

it won’t get you anywhere

it will just hurt both of you

the runnings stoped

my heartbeat slows

i ease into his arms

at peace

with not only myself

but with everything else

is this really love?

Mood: anxious
Music: Mark&Alex
anything March 24, 2008, 08:03:pm
does he know?

i think he has an idea of what i’m talking about

but does he REALLY know?

anything

thats what i’d do

anything

for love

i’d take anything

i’d be abused

if he loved me after

if he told me those three most beautiful words

the ones i never want to say first

the ones i fear to this day

the ones that hurt so deeply

the ones that will bring warmth and caring

but devistate without question

dare i say them first?

what if he does?

what if he does and i’m too afraid to tell him them in return?

does he know?

does he want to know?

will he care?

i think he does

i think he loves

but twards me

i’ll just have to find out

Mood: curious
Music: tokio hotel
should i let him in? (new love) March 24, 2008, 08:01:pm
should i let him see..

how crazy i can be?

does he like me for my fake?

or will he know what its going to take?

will he heal then steal?

will he break after he takes?

does he know what its really like inside my mind?

will he take the time?

i know i will hold back

for fear of an attack

i know he has good intentions

but how can i get his attention?

he cares i know to be true

but will he be the same as the other two?

Mood: questioning
Music: Tokio Hotel

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