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Lonely
YeY^^ November 15, 2008, 11:18:am
so i'm leaving to Sweden tonight and i'm so fuckin' excited^^
first we have to go to Germany and it's like 5hours on the plane from here to there,
and then from Germany to Sweden is like 1 hour or 1 and half an hour maybe idk lol.
we're leaving at 12am and i guess we'll arrive there tomorrow early in the morning.
so i charged my ipod(it's very important to me b'coz without it i'd simply die lol).
and i took my book(twilight)with me so that i don't get bored !
and ummm that's it i got everything i need lol.
i hope the plane won't crash and fall down to the ground lol(Nah j/k i'm not scared of planes)but to my mom it's like her biggest fears lol u should see her when we take off at first lol she just freezes in her place haha and the same when we land(she's crazy haha).
anyways i'll add some more about me when i get there^^
bye xxxx
Mood: happy^^
Music: Katty Perry(i kissed a girl) i love that song!
life really sucks November 11, 2008, 09:38:am
ok so i was sittin' in my room minutes ago and i was thinkin' about alot of stuff,
and i realized that life is really boring!
it's poinless as far as i know,i mean my normal day would be :
waking up,eating,watchin' tv,listenin' to music,listenin' to music,
and listenin' to music!
i have nothing to do ,i'm so fuckin' bored with this pathetic life that i'm living.
i hate it.i just wanna pack my stuff and run away from this hell.
i wanna be with ppl,i'm sick of this loneliness!!
i'm sick of bein' in my room all day long listenin' to music !
i'm sick of crying everyday from feeling alone in this world.
i just feel like a piece of shit right now.
but there's one person that kept me happy and cheered me up
since the day we talked to each other 4 the 1st time on facebook,
and i think this person is really and absolutely amazing and wonderfull.
and i think that i'm very very lucky to have this person in my life!
i love u so much.



Mood: sad
Music: t.A.T.u (Running Blind)
i can't fuckin' sleep! October 05, 2008, 08:27:pm
it's 3:18am and i still can't fuckin' sleep..tomorrow is my first day at school and i'm so freakin' nervous..i gotta go to school in like 3 and a half hours from now..oh man seriously i gotta get some sleep b4 i go to school..or i'll sleep in all the classes lol.
ok now i'll go and try to close my eyes and see if i could sleep!
Mood: nervous
Music: nothing!
back to Hell August 01, 2008, 12:28:pm
Today my mom said that i have to pack my things cuz we're goin' back to Iraq ..and i don't wanna go there,i don't wanna finish my school there..i hate it..nobody listens to me it's like i'm fuckin' invisible.
i just wanna be listened to..but i guess it's never gonna happen.
i hate them so much :-(
and goin' back there mean back to the slow internet and back to
stayin' home all day..i hate my life ..i feel like nobody gives a shit about me..not even my own family.
i wish i could die b4 i go there!
Mood: so fuckin' sad & angry
Music: Linkin Park(Run Away)
Lonely July 13, 2008, 02:45:pm
i feel so lonely..i can't stand it anymore..i just wanna be happy..i can't even remember the last time i was happy..i wanna be with someone..and i wanna be free..i wanna do something crazy and stupid just to feel alive again..i hate this loneliness..i just hate it.
Mood: so fuckin' lonely.
Music: nothing.

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