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dolliedecapitation's Journal
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Happy Birfday To Me
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August 06, 2008, 12:40:am
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Thursday, the 7th, is my birthday. I'm going to finally be 18. I cannot wait. Thats wheen I get my tattoos as well. It's going to be amazing. I thought I would be nervous by now, but I'm not. I'm completely anticipating it. Haha. Recently the book Breaking Dawn came out. I got it the day it came out, yay. It's really good so far. Unfortunatly I havent been able to read it much because I have been working and stuff. But I think I'll be finished with it soon. W00t. lol. Well. I guess that's about it. Yea, I'm boring, I know. Oh well lol.
Ohh! I almost forgot. I get new glasses soon. They're awesome looking. I cant wait to get those. And maybe soon I'll get a pretty cool hair cut as well. I need one lol. At least a trim. XD Mmmkayy. Bye. =]
-Ashley
Mood: Excited / Eager
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Alone...
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June 19, 2008, 12:41:am
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Okay, so lets start off on a good note. I now have a job. I have for like 3 weeks now. Its great. I work at a web design, etc company. If you wanna check out the company I work for click the link in the parenthesis below 
( Blackstone Media Network)
Its a pretty easy job, enjoyable too. I like it anyways. It was supposed to be just a summer internship...but now its a permenant job. Yay. XD I also like the fact that its near a starbucks.
Also, I got paid today. W00tness. I now am officially no longer broke. haha.
anyways...
For some reason, at the moment i feel really alone now more than ever. Im not sure for the reasoning behind it...but the feeling is horrible. I just feel ugly, and stupid, and unloved, unwanted, and unneeded. Dumb, right? I know. *shrugs*. It really sucks. I guess it could also be because I just finished reading the book Eclipse, the third book in the Twilight Series. It makes me jealous of the way Edward and Bella love each other. I want that kind of love, so badly. I cant seem to find it. I had someone i really loved. But i guess that is the passed now. *sigh* I wish I has someone there for me the way Edward & Bella are there for each other.  Anyways, Im done I guess. Ill write again some other time, maybe.
-Ashley.
Mood: Confused, Alone.
Music: none
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ExBoyfriends
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June 08, 2008, 01:29:am
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Gahh. ExBoyfriends are stupid, and selfish.... well so are most guys *shrugs*. Ughh i hate them.
Sorry; i felt the need to say that.
-ashley.
Mood: Sad/Pissed/Lonely
Music: None.
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