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I can't believe it!
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July 30, 2011, 05:29:am
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I've been sick for too fucking long.
I've had E.coli for what has turned out to be around 9 years.
It won't go away, it makes me dizzy and stuff. I don't care about it though.
I hate my damn stomach most, I puke a few times a day, occasionally blood.
I don't induce vomiting, so quit fucking dissing me about it.
If I was doing it on purpose, I'd be 80 pounds.
Anyway, doctors weren't even trying to help me, I went everywhere.
Just to be dicked around by some rich and healthy shitheads.
They wouldn't let me see a specialist unless I had insurance.
In this town, you gotta be rich, a knocked-up child,
or an illegal immigrant to qualify for insurance.
Those fucking doctors just said this is a result of drug use.
They were wrong.
I can't believe it, but I get to see a specialist!
Monday, I get sedated and get a camera shoved down my throat 
I am shocked they decided to help me!!
I've been kind of scared.
Bad shit is happening in my body and they were going to make me wait up to another year.
After my last visit with the doctor, he said this cannot wait as long as they said.
I am being helped after all!
They will run endless tests until we know what the problem is.
I'm so grateful for this, it almost gave me a tear.
But let's not get carried away 
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