Well, verry very busy lately. babysitting, applying at other jobs that I wouldnt normally take into consideration so i dont have to babysit this kid anymore... he is the most attentive and annoying kid ever, buying stuff for a garden (seeds, pots, potting soil, onion sets, watering can, gloves, plant food, organic pest repelant) yeah the whole 9 yards. I have enough seeds to keep my family fed for months, which is important. I'm also going to be experimenting with many foods. I've been cleaning around our new trailer, and looking for a GED program. I need to dofind all of these things.
Even though I am in the united states, I ran across this article on my tumblr wall and looked into it. In Madrid, there were 400 vegan activists holding 400 cruelty treated dead animals. The pictures made me cry. They had things from fish to dogs to rabbits to baby pigs. I look at that and see innocent animals that did nothing to deserve that. I picture my cat panda and its just not right. I sometimes hate the way humans say eating animals and using things tested on animals is okay. Granted that its how we have been raised, but people can change what they eat. they can change what they use.
I don't love animals more than humans, nor humans more than animals, but this stuff needs to be clear... any animal shouldn't have to go through pain or suffering, farmed and killed for our liking. they shouldnt have to be raped and then have their babies taken away. they shouldnt have to be prodded with objects. thrown in cagesbuildings. I could go on and on. the humans don't deserve this either, we are animals you know. this was just a little heart wrenching... sorry for my rant... we need something like this around here... i think we do anyway.
I lost 18 pounds!!!!! now i just need to drop 30 more so i am 127 atleast. 120 wouldn't be bad either. oh and i finally have food in my house! veggie burgers, and other things.
So i had a happy moment. I have a bad feeling that i'm going to be buying it alot now, which is bad cuz its $6 a bag 
I look at that and see innocent animals that did nothing to deserve that. I picture my cat panda and its just not right. I sometimes hate the way humans say eating animals and using things tested on animals is okay. Granted that its how we have been raised, but people can change what they eat. they can change what they use.