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dashizzle's Journal
Random thoughts
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Totally Confused
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May 08, 2008, 02:49:pm
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I don't really understand life sometimes....I mean..I am with the love of my life and I want nothing more than to stay with this guy forever but I am not always sure if he feels the same way. Does anyone out there have any advise about how to find out what his true feeling are??? 
Mood: happy but sad too
Music: zhang shao han
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I am actually happy
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April 22, 2008, 03:38:pm
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well things are sorta lookin up for me. I mean my family still hates me but I have some one who loves me now.I mean they loved me anyway but..well it's complicated. Anyways I am really happy at this moment in time and that is rare for me so I am living this to the fullest!
Mood: really fucking happy
Music: om mani padme hung (buddhist mantra)
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Love's Sure Been Good To Me
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April 10, 2008, 10:45:am
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The morning sun rays through the window
Spilling onto your pillow
and as i watch you sleeping sweet as can be
i say to myself, love, love's sure been good to me
last night's clothes scattered here and there
a sleeping cat on my old green chair
and your arms around me gracefully
and i say to myself, love, love's sure been good to me
love's sure been good
love's sure been good
Love's, love's sure been good to me
to fall asleep in your arms each night
then to wait to hold you by the morning light
love's sure been, love's sure been good to me
now a smile crosses your face
as your eyes wake to this place
and your lips press to mine so tenderly
and i say love, you sure been good to me
Love's sure been good
Love's sure been good
Love's, Love's sure been good to me
to fall asleep in your arms each night
then to wait to kiss you by the morning light
Love's sure been, sure been good to me
Love's sure been good to me
Love's sure been good to me
Mood: Happy and in love
Music: Zhang Shao Han (Xun Bao)
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I hate my life
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March 14, 2008, 03:17:pm
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Well i dont much of a reason to live anymore.My family all hates me because i am not what they consider "normal". my grandmother wants to disown me because i am bisexual.My mother wants to bitch about every little thing that i do.My friends are all starting to become assholes and it seems like a few of them are just trying to hurt me and bring me down.The love of my life cares nothing about me because he is too busy chattin it up with this chick that he will never have a future with but he continues to talk with her becuase she is "hot" like that really means anything(fyi..she doesnt even look that great).then I have other people who want to go and spread rumors about me that make me come out sounding like a whore when that is totally not the case.My school is about to drive me crazy!!!I seem to have only two really good friends and one of them lives in China so that isnt very helpful at all.AAAAHHHHH!!!!I am asking that whoever reads this will pick up a gun and just shoot me in the head and end it all for me.I am ready for my next life to come and for the current one to end as quick as possible.there is nothing to live for anymore.please will someone seriously shoot me so dead???!!!!
Mood: double depressed with knobs
Music: Disturbed(Down with the sickness)
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Googlism
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March 04, 2008, 02:58:pm
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destiny is at
destiny is closed
destiny is scheduled for a visit to your school
destiny is to dance with wolves
destiny is dale chihuly's
destiny is your key to success
destiny is gold
destiny is within sight
destiny is a title for divine knowledge
destiny is a matter of choice
destiny is sometimes cruel
destiny is in their
destiny is found
destiny is to die…
destiny is sweet as sugar
destiny is in some respects identical with divine
destiny is like gardening for your heart
destiny is over
destiny is it yours? find your soul mate or lucky
destiny is dead tabs
destiny is dead guitar tab
destiny is not marriage"
destiny is powered by a diesel
destiny is up to us
destiny is helping you
destiny is only footsteps away
destiny is in our hands
destiny is in your hands ?
destiny is something not be
destiny is a good thing
destiny is as destiny does
destiny is a youth initiative based in
destiny is really funny she?sa nice girl to be friends
destiny is my enemy
destiny is exciting and disappointing
destiny is dead
destiny is still in our own hands? says leeds boss 01/05/02
destiny is still in our own hands? says leeds boss
destiny is at stake the government must fight fire with fire in its defence of the euro
destiny is at stake the government must fight fire with fire in its defence of the euro hugo young thursday september 5
destiny is not a matter of chance
destiny is scheduled for a visit to your school destiny serves secondary school teachers and students of north carolina by bringing contemporary science and
destiny is in your own hands
destiny is dale chihuly's friday
destiny is your 'key' to success ki
destiny is no iron cage
destiny is not a matter of choice
destiny is gold reuters gold coast
destiny is a very scary thought
destiny is not perfect
destiny is calling by takara somewhere deep inside you lives a grand passion
destiny is ability
destiny is yugoslavia's internal problem russia believes that slobodan milosevic's destiny is
destiny is to make a more moral world
destiny is an ill
destiny is calling
destiny is in their hands by rob taylor tuesday
destiny is within your power to create by catherine lai
destiny is to die? by melchior
destiny is coincidence is destiny
destiny is in our own hands ben gill
destiny is in some respects identical with divine knowledge
destiny is over by anton la guardia
destiny is an intriguing adventure about today?s distasteful politics
destiny is a wonderful ship by legsofthesea
destiny is dead" tabs
destiny is dead" guitar tab
destiny is not marriage"
destiny is something that is predestined
destiny is summoned
destiny is not your
destiny is almost
destiny is your business
destiny is moved out of atlantis' payload bay
destiny is not a matter of chance; it's a matter of choice
destiny is something not be to desired and not to be avoided
destiny is a good thing to accept when it's going your way
destiny is a christian youth initiative based in nottingham and operating from the christian centre
destiny is equipped with penn international rods and reels as well as other top of the line tackle
destiny is no matter of chance
destiny is really funny she?sa nice girl to be friends with
destiny is a cannon shooting you into the stars
destiny is riding again rolling in the rain
destiny is generally limited to the undeniable and factual circumstances surrounding your birth such as the exact position of the planets
destiny is a reflection of time
destiny is fulfilled
destiny is a quarterly science fiction and fantasy magazine that's produced in canada but showcases stories and illustrations from all over the
destiny is
destiny is about pleasing the crowd and when questioned on how does audience reaction make them feel
destiny is virtually absent in today's christianity
destiny is the first of these titles to see release and if this is a sign of things to come then we're in good hands
destiny is a gem
destiny is moved from its stowage position in the cargo bay of the space shuttle
destiny is the story of eike
destiny is an enigma
destiny is riding again rolling in the rain unwinding in the wind my destiny is fighting again secretly unwinding what it was i was supposed to say to say
destiny is yours
destiny is dead version 1
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