So, I just got my best friend billy back in my life, I am actually really happy. I hope the past does not repeat itself, we've been friends for like 13 years. Stopped talking pretty much a year ago over a his ex gf, and a misunderstanding. Plus his gf hates me cause in the past we'd had some relationships. that was then though. Right now things are going alright, turning 21 June 1st. But having my Birthday Party June 15th, in Ohio at Repent (more information later) so whoever is in the area is invited ^^ which also will be the start of anew clothing line that day that is coming out with Rocky Doll, so its gonna be awesome. Right now I am just waking up, hung overish but not too bad. Deciding what I want in life, but I'm still young lol, not that young though. Oh, and A LOT of great things are gonna happen in June, I'm gonna start modeling for Guitars and thats when I start filming as well, I will keep everyone posted. I hope everyone is doing well. Mood: tired Music: blood stained child
The walls seem to be inclosing, Your lungs feel as if they are frozen. You've done this to yourself, You tried to be somebody else. Now as you look around, It took you this long to see your working your way down -Deep in the summer sun kissed ground. This is a side of you I've never seen, What happened to that strong being? Leave it to you, To act like a fucking tool. Put the drink down, You stupid bitch Myself is what I really am starting to miss. Let the "I should" go, let it be... You dumb girl, your gonna be the death of me.
Hello You,
Your like an angel sent from the heavens above, Sometimes you need to put up your boxing gloves. You need to step it up, Stop being an innocent fuck. Look around, They're the shoes -And your the ground. Your the side of me nobody wants to see, Why not live it up and be free? Leave it to you, To be the stupid fool. Pick the bottle up, You goodie dumbass. The party life is a total bliss. You have more fun in life if you ask "Why Not?" instead of "Why?" Let me be... You pathetic girl, Your the last of me.
Dear Me-Goodbye!
Your the mouse that likes to play with its prey, Your gonna be dead if you let this demon stay. Needles, Pills, Drinks and Dares, Don't show forgiveness. You've got me, right where I shouldn't be... I'm getting weak, I'm hardly here. You block me out with another beer, Sorry ignorant child Your the death of me...
Dear You-Sorry!
You were the real me, I'm sorry Its too late to see. This is not who I wanted to be. Please come throu. Everything is going black, I'm vomiting and can't get off my back. I'm crying for forgiveness, Let me waken once more to change And my life I'll re-arange. You Goodie you.... Me your the death of you. Mood: Drunk Music: Lacrimas Profundere Be Mine In Tears
I will say this, I went to see Watain and Behemoth live yesterday, sadly, Watain couldn't make it, but Behemoth was fucking amazing. I survived the moshpit, which was hilarious cause all my friends thought I'd die in it cause I am so small, but little did they know I kicked ass, literally cause there was a girl who punched me in the stomach, so i got onto her, started fist fighting in the pit, and a bouncer came over, threw me off her >.< then my friend Josh spit on the bouncer, lol we had to run for out lives!!! But all in all, it was a brutal show, before hand though I got to hang with the band. But if you all want a brutally awesome show, I suggest you go to the fucking show. I got some wicked pictures I'm gonna post soon too.
So, In July I am going to Washington with the lead singer of the black metal band Tyblith XD I'm excited. Sould be awesome. I also get to chill with Wolves in the Throne or some band like that o.o idk. But yayayayyayaya!!! If your in Washington State, come hang in July!!!
I am looking for anew profile set up thingy....So, if any of you can make me an awesome profile layout, it'd be awesome lol. Please and thank you >.< I want something that is creepy, dark, and sexy...something that says me. I have no talent in making profile layouts at all lol or codes >.< so darklings, are to help me?
