Nothing good happens when I "put myself out there" and I'm tired of it. I guess I'll just let the universe decide what's good for me since I can't seem to figure it out for myself.
I don't want pitty... This is just a place to let what I'm feeling/thinking out. So you can tell me that if I don't put myself out there that I'll never know what could happen all you want. I know that already. I also know how much rejection hurts.
I'm not just talking about crushes.. I'm also talking about jobs and just life in general.
So... I might be the biggest loser for wishing for something at 11:11 AM today. But guess what?! I don't care if you think that.
I might be hoping a little too much, but damn it...I'm sick of being down all the time and thinking that wishing for something is stupid. It's not stupid. It's okay to wish for things.
If anyone of you have wished for things today... I hope they happen for you.
