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darkmistress333666xx's Journal
Dear Christopher Sares [R.I.P] baby
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Freeloader's Desires
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September 06, 2008, 11:31:pm
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There is no 'one way'
its all her way
she invents her dreams
she lives her wishes
and mysterious schemes
shes demanding to your dismay
you generous being
the phone is ringing
answer her last request
do as she says
surrender to silence
defeat Hell's Darkness
submit your soul to her
dare to anger Daughter of Lord Lucifer?
The question is causing the beast to stir
churches are burning, give her your final answer
simple necessities in life she wished you to give
your soul dwells in Camelot, here your body lives
this is the last wish she holds for you, to abide
you can run, but you cannot hide
you generous being
the phone is ringing
answer her last request
do as she says
surrender to silence
defeat Hell's Darkness
submit your soul to her
dare to anger Daughter of Lord Lucifer?
Mood: apathetic
Music: the trooper by iron maiden
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Time to Unleash the chains that Hinder..
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August 12, 2008, 03:54:am
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haha 2 yummie chalupas in one day.and like 6 pieces of candy yum. you miss it a lot of things so much. but cant take back whats been said and done. a task i had to do. a risk i had to make. even if it meant that i could only put myself at risk. im doing more for just the whole fucking family-pple even me, all at once, more than anyone can imagine. i better have been right. the best.. is to let go of everything thats strapping me here.. i know i was born here for more pivotal reasons. and i wont get far, by clinging here. sucks. but.. when i finish everything i have to do. ill see who ill wind up with, and where. even if at the end.. it might just be me on my own. i walk the Bloodlands all the time. wander the Spirit world, and find happiness in Valhalla visually. no one can help me. im on my own. and ill be fine.
Mood: discontent/sick/strong
Music: You are All I Need
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Tribute to teh Soldiers R.I.P.
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July 06, 2008, 05:30:pm
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Bless them, theyve fought in the wars for YOUR freedom. to all the pathetic pple that choose not to be aware or be politcal in that source.. youre the cause of world destruction. Yes, you arr. along with other terrorists and what not. you choose to sit on yerr asses, and do nothing about what you REALLY know of whats going on in this world. even if you didnt know, you choose not to care. youre still at fault. for the pple that actually do something to make a [[even small]] difference in this world, is actually lifting and saving all your asses. they make the world better little by little, but the problem is... with the rest of a lot of pple that DONT care, and dont do anything, bring us down to where we started. Im no superior person, so im not forcing you to do something. But i said what i wanted to say, and what i believe needed to be said. You choose, but if the world comes down, remember, you live in this world too, youll be coming down with us and the world itself too. even worse, youre the cause of it.
Here is a vid. from Youtube which is a tribute to all the 1528 soldiers that died in the war.
R.I.P.
Mood: disappointed/thankful
Music: In the arms of an angel
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slammed w/e poem for you.
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April 30, 2008, 09:30:pm
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yep. jsut put it together like w/e. what do ya think?
I havent written any works, in a while..
Your eyes captivate me into the dark labyrinth. my recalcitrant heart fading.
Your lips rising to say my funeral goodbye, crimson seeping flesh hanging, for a feeding.
Your arms, murderous speculums, firmly gripping me in my chains, pulling me closer to your knife
Your love, embedded in my skin, with your hate, potent serfdom, feeding my empty soul, sodomized
My beezelbub, my reaper, fuck you bby, youre going to hell
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J'ai peur du trouver blesser..
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April 20, 2008, 03:02:pm
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penser mauvais: what a mellow concept in my head. ive been fine, fine on my own since feb.07. the realization the worst thing has finally dawned on me.. but it really didnt until 1 week later. totally cracked me. but she knew i was gonna be fine. i know my mind is always aware of imminent facts coming to me.. but why didnt i see that coming?-is what i had asked myself several times. but she was right.. i survived and im here. ha. here i am, living life, finishing school, found a heart to love someone else again. but shockingly, still ask questions if its the right thing? Somewhere down the dark alley ive lived in all my life, and made it through til now, still in that same alley since 07... Im feeling something isnt right. how do you know how to put these foresights away?? Did i ever tell you that i always get these, but theyre not always right. is my daggered target able to bear these things? is that right thing to do, to withstand the situation? ive waited too long, why not now can i still wait? oh thats right, a heart for two people is my book, two different people. is it right for the black raven to leave the two doves at their own pace? they will survive. but the raven had clinged with bearing armed vows to both.. the pain only scars after she departs. which is what she intends not to do. is there a way out of the labyrinth? her mind is deep, hollow, with so many places.. but why cant answers be answeerd.. why cant these places be resolved? like the voices taunting her, said this place will never age with decay.. will never be answered with evidence. its burned along with the day he fled. this is where the raven doubts the phrase Secrets never stay hidden forever.. but she knows in 6 years, she will find the truth. count those 6 years, day and night. as her soul and mind wander to find truth along to those 6 years.
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