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danDEstructioneer's Journal
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today was the worst day of my life
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May 27, 2008, 08:26:pm
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all of my frends turned against me, my crush avoids me now, and i almost beat up my best frend because she talked so much bull shit about me. ive been crying all day and screaming and have a mojor migrane..
Mood: :(
Music: aural vampire- economic animal
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this melloncholly feeling
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May 02, 2008, 12:11:am
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im in love and i belive she is too, well at least she tells me so..
and when shes alone with my or talking over stupid myspace she acts totally different..
at first she wouldnt go out with me cuz she had feelings for another stupid stupid guy(that had a gf) and a couple days ago she finnally wanted to go out cuz she had given up on the guy, and yesterday the guy had told her she had broken up with his gf and asked hewr if she wanted to go out.. she saud ya and i think shes totally playing me, but i had this feeling all along
so it didnt hurt as much since it was expected.... oh yah and the guy was still with his gf so he was playing his gf and the girl i feel for. and he was one of my best frends
im in so much personal pain i cant handle it.
Mood: used
Music: im a fake- the used
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omg..
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February 25, 2008, 10:41:pm
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im really in love with this gurl but she duznt have the same feelings for me..
and im crushing on thid other gurl, who likes me baack, and she wants to go out with me, but i dont have as strong feelings for her.. im done with boys for now... :P
and at skewl,(the gurl im crushing on) acts like we dont even like eachother.. actually ever since she told me, its like shes been ignoring me..
love is stupid, and i really dont get it right now..
Mood: wtf am i thinking..
Music: avenged sevenfold-a little piece of heaven
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ohh noo
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February 22, 2008, 08:16:pm
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i had a really bad day today..
my parents are always fighting and they b=never care about me anymore..
mY MOM IS TOO BUISY TELLING HERSELF LIES.
MY DAD IS TOO BUISY GROWING POT
AND MY STEP DAD IS A FAGGET PUSSY DICK ASS MOFO PISSER
ughhh
IVE TRIED TO RUNAWAY BUT MY MOM HAVE CALLED THE COPS ON ME AND MY SISTER, AND THE OTHER TIME, THE MOM OF THE PERSONS HOUSE WE WERE STAYING AT TOLD MY MOM..
(WE DIDNT HAVE ANY MONEY)
SO THIS FUCKING SUCKS..
MY TEACHERS ALL FUCKING HATE ME AND MY 6TH PERIOD TEACHER FUCKING DROPPED MY GRADE (FROM b- TO d+) JUST CUZ OF 1 FUCKING MISSING ASSIGNEMENT
AND MY TEACHER IS GIONG TO KICK ME OUT OF MY LEADERSHIP CLASS
pisssss!!!!
UGHH.... MY LIFE IS GIONG EXTREMELY HORRIBLE RIGHT NOW, AND I CANT GO OVER TO ANYWONS HOUSE CUZ MY MOM DOESNT WANT TO "DEAL WITH IT"
fuck her
AND MY FRIENDS TRY TO BE THERE FOR ME, BUT THEY CARE MORE ABOUT THEM THAN ANYONE ELSE.. I WISH I COULD JUST MOVE FARR AWAY FROM HERE.. BUT WATEVER... ITS PROBABLY NOT GONNA HELP ANY.
Mood: pissed off and depressed immensly
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February 19, 2008, 09:23:pm
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once agian my mom and step dad are fighting..
they can never grow up and act like adults... they get pised at me cuz most of the time i act more mature then them..
drama is mostly cuz of my sister.. she is drama-addict..
and i wont say much more other than she is an attention whore but i love her..
im going through once again another depression state, and no one cares cuz im just some kid and i will "get over it"
i wish people werent so stupid.
i'd rather not have been born at all.. if i died right now.. no one would miss me
and if the did, it would be a lie. and they;'d get over it in no time.
im done saying what i halfto say for now.
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