I love life and i will become the dark prince of my city
Yet another sad day in my life
March 05, 2012, 11:29:am
So yesterday was my 25th birthday and my Aunt decieded to give me a happy birthday wish and then destroy my birthday. In case you are wondering what I mean by that, I mean she sent me a happy birthday message on my Facebook. However in that same message she sent me a note saying I may want to go up to Vic hospital to say good bye to my grampa as he was being taken off life support in no more then two days. Well I woke up to find out today that I missed my chance as I was waiting to get my Grampas name. May he RIP I may have not been close but that doesnt me that this pain isnt real. He is my family and It will always hurt me when one of my family members die no matter how distant I am from them. Even when my Dad dies and with him telling me he doesnt have a son Your dam right its going to hurt when he goes. So now I am off to have a really mellow and sad day.
Take Care my Friends Mood: sad Music: glee remixes
Hi there. I would like to report user xlove2xxx for possable spaming. I log on to VF today and get a message instantly from this user I didnt know. The message is as follows. Hey damien_luther666. "Are you on http://sck.to/MY yet? Its just for us alternative people. Mix of Myspace and Facebook. i love it <3" I clicked on there name to there profile and there is absoulutly nothing on there profile and they just signed up today. I am asking this this user be investagated and there account deleted. If there is any other info needed please message me back and I will help if I can.
Hello my VF friends. I just wanted to say that I belive I have met a great girl who is my GF through this site. I believe that those who say long distance realtionships dont work are right and wrong at the same time. They can be right because they might not work for them but wrong because they do work for some people like me and my love. Long distance relationships take a lot more communication and a far more amount of loyalty and honesty. However if you are strong willed and you truly want to make it work with someone like I want it to work between me and Sabrina to the point when she comes down I hope every little thing goes smoothly and we can be as happy as we are online and on the phone. Currently I am crazy for Sabrina and she knows that as I have reitterated it to her a millon and one times. I would do almost anything for her as long as it wasn't illegal. I want me and Sabrina to be a long lasting couple throughout marrage and rasing a family down the road and I ask for my VF friends best wishes in our endevours. I enjoyed my 1 hour and 40 Min talk with Sabrina tonight as it was far better then always talking online. As I said Long distance takes work and is not for the faint of heart. If you love someone Like I love my Twinsoul it shouldn't matter where you live or the colour of skin or if the person is disabled in any way, shape or form all that should matter is your unyielded desire to se them as happy as they can be. Sabrina I love You Baby and I wrote this Journal as a specific about firstly how I feel about love but furthermore and more importantly how I feel about you.
I love you my Twinsoul and I hope we stay together for a very long time to come if not a lifetime. Mood: Very Happy and Loved Music: none
So I am back in school for my chef course. This chef course has me both annoyed but happy. How can I be both annoyed and happy at the same time you ask. I will tell you. Firstly I am annoyed because after almost 5 months of this course and me thinking its the level 1 apprentiship I find out its not. That pisses me off as it means i wont have a job as soon as I was hoping. Thats all good those as I could have easily dropped out but instead decided I was going to stay in the course as its a fun course and also keep me sane while waiting for my twinsoul to come down from her hometown in California. Secondly I love Sabrina who found this perfect term for us. I have never seen someone like her and how we have so much in common. At least we dont like everything the same or that would be boring lol. But however we kept thinking we were like twins until I mentioned to her how that made me sad because that would mean by law we couldnt be together. So we both started looking for a better term and Sabrina threw me a link to were she had found the term Twinsoul and it couldnt describe us anymore perfectly. I should be getting my own appartment on a week from this Tuesday although I am not getting over excited yet. However if i get the place then it would be roughly two weeks till I could be with my love. Lastly I feal like My life is back to where it should be, back to where it was before a certain bitch tried to destroy my life. All I know is that once all is said and done I will be messaging said bitch one last time when I can to thank her for all she did as she has no idea how much she helped me well in return destroying her own life >< So that is it for this latest rant I think. Take care my VF friends.
PS if any of my friends want to from what you been hearing about me and my love mark the poll on how long you think we will be together and be honest. I am going to get the poll started.
Does any year ever go the way I plan. The answer to that question is no. However I honestly believe no ones life ever goes excactly 100% how they want it to. The next portion of this journal is a status I posted on FB that I want a certain someone to see because it is how I feel from the bottom of my heart. If you think I am going to stoop to your level guess again. I am Me and if you dont like me then fuck off. I will prevail and furthermore I will survive. I am a fighter and I will not put up with bullying. I got my music back and now I will prove I am no retard. I will prove that although; yes I am addicted to gambling and can openly admit it I have my supports and those who are there for me. My GF, although in California is the bomb and I love her with all my heart. By the way the people calling me a retard be careful how you word things, as one thing that was posted in patcular can be taken as a death threat. Espically if I now end up dead!
PS I LOVE YOU SABRINA XOXOXOXOXOXOX Mood: Some what better Music: Zelda themes dubsteps
Thats all good those as I could have easily dropped out but instead decided I was going to stay in the course as its a fun course and also keep me sane while waiting for my twinsoul to come down from her hometown in California. Secondly I love Sabrina who found this perfect term for us. I have never seen someone like her and how we have so much in common. At least we dont like everything the same or that would be boring lol. But however we kept thinking we were like twins until I mentioned to her how that made me sad because that would mean by law we couldnt be together. So we both started looking for a better term and Sabrina threw me a link to were she had found the term Twinsoul and it couldnt describe us anymore perfectly. I should be getting my own appartment on a week from this Tuesday although I am not getting over excited yet. However if i get the place then it would be roughly two weeks till I could be with my love. Lastly I feal like My life is back to where it should be, back to where it was before a certain bitch tried to destroy my life. All I know is that once all is said and done I will be messaging said bitch one last time when I can to thank her for all she did as she has no idea how much she helped me well in return destroying her own life >< So that is it for this latest rant I think. Take care my VF friends.