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cryingirl's Journal
Ah Shit
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tada
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March 19, 2010, 02:37:am
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So i just got done reading everyones journals. well catching up on em anyways.
This site has no meaning anymore. we all grew up and now the little attention whores r ruinning everything this site has become.
Me im good. Im getting my tonsils takin out next friday. which im scared for. cause i never have had a surgery. so this sucks. im going in later next month to get my breast rechecker to make sure the lumps are not cancerious. Since my grandma had it i have to keep with that so i know i dont get it. im getting a job with ma when i graduate in june. and gonna start college as well. i will make like i think between 11 and 13 an hour. which isnt bad.
im talkin to my dad again. and this really cute guy who works with my mom. lol
best of news TRAVIS CAME BACK FROM WAR FOR GOOD! He came home feburary and returns to texas in two weeks right now hes back yet again in new york. BUT HE GETS OUT OF THE army next year in july  ..
My bestie is moving to texas when he gets off paroll in 7 months. but im going up there to visit him in 6. . He turned his life around. got a job doesnt drink much. though hes work 12 hour shifts for the next 3 months. so we dont talk anymore that much.
but shits great my horse is a royal bitch still my little dog is attached to my ankle litterally. i leave a room and he gets up even if hes sleeping and follows me. he has to be touching me at all times or in my lap lol.
I wish i was still active here though lol. but i got face book and myspace lol.
Mood: sleepy
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February 11, 2010, 04:34:pm
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im so tired all the damn time. im up all night talkin to matty.
I dont get him at times. hes my best friend go figure.
i love him to death.
i wouldnt be who i am today if it wasnt for him
We have been friends for around 5 years or so now.
So yeah. i wish he was right here with me all the time.
I kinda feel guilty for that.
seems a tad shelfish but i dont care.
I lovvvvvveeeeeee youuuuuuuuuu happy birthday
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November 18, 2009, 11:16:pm
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as i lay here i am pissing my dog off with my phone
light.hes gonna end up biting me for it. but its entertaining me
since i cant sleep and to lazy to get on the computer.
juggling military work and school sucks ass
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November 03, 2009, 02:38:pm
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on way 2 meps get bored text me
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October 26, 2009, 11:24:pm
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i miss the good old days.
back before we all got lives. before lmka got totally ass fucked. when we all just met. where ga went by tk. and bitched at laurel all the time for talking about her boobs. and when me and Ga would always be trying to out post one another. when a lot of people thought Allie was a girl. when me and nat would call hero and shitt. even though we talked about what we were going to say about the porn. and he totally caught on to it before we called. that shit was so much fun. staying up all night posting random shit and having fun. life was great than.
back when i first met bryan where we would talk all the time about stupid shit. god i can remember so much of it and cherish it all cause we arent that close anymore and i hate that i wish we were as close as we were than. i remember just how i felt too when i started to fall in love with him. abd how my heart jumped everytime he told me he loved me. cause he didnt know than that i thought of him all the time i just wanted to talk to him every vhance i got.
the funny thing is years later i still feel the same way about him as i did than. though i love him more now. even knowing all the things that i do know. thoguh its weird cause i have never had feelings for someone i wasnt with for this long. nor do ithink they will ever go away. which sucks. cause i know im never going to get another chance. but thats okay. cause he knows he will always have me.
one thing i do remember is all those damn msn meetings for lmka staff i miss those though work never really got done we kinda just goofed off most of the time. i wish i could go back in time and be that happy again...
Mood: sorry for typos on phone
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