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The Sins of Christina Black is a movie about BDSM, apparently...
christinaxcomatose's Journal
The Sins of Christina Black
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January 12, 2010, 04:30:pm
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I haven't wrote a blog in a really long time, i dunno why, it's not for lack of time or interest, i guess it's just weird to think that there's a bunch of people i know who read this and check what i'm writing kinda often.
so yeah, college, i really need to focus on school, i feel like whenever i'm in a relationship i put all sorts of important things off to the side, school being one of them. i dunno what to do. school is so important right now though.
trying to plan out cons and cosplays, getting really frustrated. Especially with the Sakizou cosplay, it's so detailed but I won't be making that one for anime boston so maybe I shouldn't get so frustrated.
I am also skipping out on TempleCom because I forgot to make a steampunk cosplay and the design I wanted to do will take too long for it to be completed in time. Ah well, there's always PAXEast...
i missed anime club today  . I'm trying to do nice things, I've been volunteering at my library a lot lately. A lot of the younger girls look up to me, I guess it's because I'm an older, pretty girl who likes the same things they like and get made fun of for. It's really sweet and I'm going to help one of them make one of their cosplays and I may teach a class on making Chobits ears or something. They're all so nice and i really just like having someone to talk to about anime, even if they are like 14 years old.
k so anyways
I talked to my doctor about getting on medication for depression. After doing a lot of thinking I realized that I probably have the medical type of depression, not the sad high schooler depression. So I have a referral to a psychologist and I'm going to see about getting medication asap.
I'm also on a diet, like I really said I would do. Actually I'm just eating a lot better and cut out soda and fast food, lol. So far I've lost like 7 pounds, but I've lost about 1 inch from my waist, and measuring by inches is much more accurate as opposed to measuring by a scale because weight fluctuates. So I have 2 or 3 to go, that's about 15 more pounds... Should have that off in about two weeks. I'm not doing any sort of working out yet apart from short walks a few times a week because I don't want my fat to turn into muscle until I've lost all the weight I want to loose  .
And I have an audition Monday!!!!! Yay!!
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December 23, 2009, 05:11:am
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"It is a small world. You do not have to live in it particularly long to learn that for yourself. There is a theory that, in the whole world, there are only five hundred real people (the cast, as it were; all the rest of the people in the world, the theory suggests, are extras) and what is more, they all know each other. And it's true, or true as far as it does. In reality the world is made of thousands upon thousands of groups of about five hundred people, all of whom will spend their lives bumping into each other, trying to avoid each other, and discovering each other in the same unlikely teashop in Vancouver. There is an unavoidability to this process. It's not even coincidence. It's just the way the world works, with no regard for individuals or propriety. "
Neil Gaiman is absolutely incredible.
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Apartment Hunting Adventures, Pt. 2
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December 23, 2009, 03:18:am
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You know what I find really funny?
Studios are usually bigger than one beds as far as square footage goes. As my friend Juju explained to me: "You have one massive room and usually have a sleeping nook instead of two shitty rooms".
So, studio it is.
Even though roommates would be WAAAAY cheaper I just can't do it I'm way to freaked out to get one, and besides I'd be so much more productive living alone then living in a party house drinking all the time... Which is exactly what I do. Hey, I never said that my vices weren't kin to my virtues.
But yeah being surrounded by alcohol all the time would be soo bad for me, I'm drinking way to much as it is and it's probably not good for my psyche. I take that back it's TERRIBLE for me.
In other news I stopped smoking cigarettes on a daily basis and now I'm only going to smoke at clubs, shows, shoots and cons. Social smoking, ftw.
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Apartment hunting adventures, Pt. 1
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December 21, 2009, 04:56:pm
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chrissiblackx 4:51 pm
(4:51:04 PM): are people in that area assholes about noise generally?
darthjujuu 4:51 pm
(4:51:19 PM): you mean are they gonna bitch when you're pumping german techno at 3 am while goth weirdos are marching in and out of your room?
(4:51:25 PM): yes they are gonna bitch
chrissiblackx 4:51 pm
(4:51:42 PM): fair enough. haha.
darthjujuu 4:51 pm
(4:51:44 PM): the thing is, buildings with studios/1beds
(4:51:52 PM): are generally buildings comprised entirely of studios/1beds
(4:52:00 PM): and the only people that wanna live alone, are people that wanna chill out and be quiet
(4:52:03 PM): now
darthjujuu 4:52 pm
(4:52:26 PM): if you were to gather some roomies and live in a flop house in allston on/around linden st, then you'd be able to rage all night without a worry except for strangers joining your rager
This is going to be interesting.
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December 21, 2009, 04:24:am
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It's 4:20 AM, anyone awake at this hour is up to know good.
As for me I don't have anything to hide, may as well give journaling a shot, haven't actually written in ages and it's frustrating and i swear its damaging my psyche.
i keep looking for inspiration but i'm just too apathetic about everything lately and it's yet to subside, where did my motivation disappear to?
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