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bobbit's Journal
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im away away away......
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November 05, 2008, 05:27:pm
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from the last time i wrote things have chanmged
so if nobody has heard from me this is a small sample of why!
iv been back in jail
im now 5 months preg. ITS A GIRL !!!
im engaged and is the sickeast way possibl;e...ha! ha! im in love !!!!
so my life has changed....apart from one major factor!!
i still party fukin hard....yea the junks been a bit of a prob....but im dealing with it!!
i will not be around for a while there is no way im gonna change though!
so be sure i will be back....and darker than ever!!
WALK WITH YOUR DEMONS
KEEP THE KAOS GODS CLOSE
AND REMEMBER TO LOVE A LITTLE
.....YOUR FRIED FRIEND....BOBBIT....KAOS IS A RULE!!
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i think im doing alright!
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June 08, 2008, 07:44:pm
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so im out on my own...without a leash, or my son to support.
this is the first time since i was living on the streets when i was 11.
and i dont think im doing too bad!!
YEAH....im irresponsible
YEAH...i do drugs
YEAH...i drink copios amounts of piss!
YEAH...i take too many pills and my flatmate has to check in on me evry hour or so...
AND YEAH...i cut myself everyday...feet...legs...arms....to take away the painful memories!
YEAH...my room looks like it belongs to someone between a gothic youth- 1970's punk- and a 3year old!
YEAH... i'm messy, the only thing i take time cleaning and manicuring for hours is myself (to keep up appearances so sais my shrink )
BUT!!!...I AM STILL DOING OKAY!!
i am still doing okay for someone whos never been taught how or when things need to be addressed.
Im still doing okay staying alive, for someone whos never been taught how to live.
KAOS IS A RULE!
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POEM: IM A PRODUCT OF CREATION:
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April 14, 2008, 05:14:am
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Fuk I'D really love to say
That I knew it all
Knew all the wrongs and all the rights, my life has instore.
Fuk I'd really love to feel
What love is all about
That 'thing' I see it happen, and dream of how it felt.
Fuk I'd really love to hear
what others have to say
Instead I take their words apart, and throw the rest away!
Fuk I'd love to have compassion
Fuk I'd love to care
But I am numb to empathy, and drugs are all I share!
Fuk I'd love to see the light
without the eyes that glare
Oneday ill rip those fuckers out, and cast away their stares!
Fuk I'd love to say I feel for what your goin through,
But you brought this shit upon yourself-
I don't give a FUK what happens to you!
So Fuk all the knowing
I know enough to get me through,
And if some FUKHEAD bursts my bubble - its nothing a few pills cant do!
And FUK the love
My happy medium is hate
Sayin FUCKIN HAIL to the KAOS GODS
they design my Fate.
Some people have nothing
Some people are really lost
With eyes like this, And titts like these...
You think I'd give a toss?!
So fuk yeah call me Nasty
Fuk yea call me Crazy
FUK I'D LOVE TO HEAR THE WORDS
OF ALL OF YOU WHO MADE ME.....
PRODUCT OF MY CREATION
XXX BOBBIT XXX
Music: DRC - FUCT IT AWAY
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RANDOM THOUGHTS
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April 06, 2008, 08:26:am
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HAVE YOU EVER FELT LIKE YOU HAVE HAD ENOUGH...BUT STILL HAD THE ENERGY TO WANNA FIGHT THAT URGE TO GIVE IN?
HAVE YOU EVER WANTED TO TAKE SOMEONES LIFE FOR THE PAIN THEY CAUSED YOU...ONLY TO END UP BEEN THE ONE THEY'RE SLOWLY KILLIN INSTEAD?
HAVE YOU HAD A LOSS SO GREAT...NOTHING IN THE WORLD COULD FILL THE SPACE?
HAS THE ONE YOU THOUGHT WAS THE ONLY ONE...TURNED OUT TO BE THREE OR FOUR?
HAVE YOU MISSED THAT MOMENT SO MANY TIMES...ALL YOU DO NOW IS WATCH IT GO BY?
ARE THE DRUGS NOT ENOUGH NOW....THY ARE ONLY PART OF YOUR/SELF !
DO YOU HURT TO THE POINT OF ANGER...ONE LETTER OFF D-ANGER IT MAY SEEM?
DEATH COULD'NT COME SOONER...TO THOSE YOU DESPISE!
WELCOME TO MY LIFE...OR IS IT YOURS WE'RE TALKING ABOUT?
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