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This is... nothing really.. Just me being kick@$$ bored..
This and That. May 10, 2008, 10:38:am
I'm bored.
I'm at my parents house this weekend.
I am supposed to clean my room, so that it will be ready to empty when they move.

I only agreed to do this because my beloved boyfriend is in Nederland with he's family.. I miss him!

I hate cleaning.

Luckly the folks aren't home, so I'm not in a hurry.
Which is great since "The Satanic Bible" by Anton Szandor LaVey is interesting to read..
And besides that, I just found a book my mother wrote in, that's all about me and my first years.. That acutually pretty funny to read.
When I was 9 months they discovered how tickelish I (still)am.
When I was near 3 years old, I blamed everything on my brother, who, on that time, was only something like 5 months old.
That's called class ^^

When I was 2 years and 7 months I was able to write my name without any help. And I knew almost half the letters in the alphabet.
(I've always liked reading)

I also knew almost ALL the song in my songbook when I was 2 years and 9 months.
(Now I only remember a few)


Music: Don't wanna miss a thing - Aerosmith
Weeeeeeekend March 28, 2008, 12:25:pm
Soo..
Here I am..
Sitting in front of the computer, still in my jacket, hat and boot, even though it's like 2 hours since I came home..

I'm gonna be all alone this weekend..
My mother, her boyfriend and my siblings are at his place, and the brought the dog.
So then I don't have to worry about that!

Also, while I was spending the Easter-break at my boyfriends place, they have sold our horses!
JOY!
I didn't like them, and now I din't have to take care of them anymore!!

...
I wouldn't mind spending this weekend like the last three:
with my boyfriend,
but he had been planning for a while to go see one of his friends in the other half of the country, since it's been a while.

And I'm not the kind of person holding others back..
Even though, since he started seeing me, he doesn't drink as much as he used too.. but he choose that himself.
I've tould him more than once, that if he wants to have a night out, the he should go do it!
And if he would like me to join, I wouldb't mind, just like, if he wanted to go alone, I'm gonna be fine with that too..
I trust him :-)
Mood: Joyfull
Music: System Of A Down - Violent Pornography
I feel... down? November 29, 2007, 05:40:pm
This is a typical thursday..
It's 23:29, and I'm like the only one who didn't feel like going out to town..
So here I am, looking around the internet at Brian's computer, listning to O-Zone with the Numa-Numa song..
I'm sooo fucked up rigth now..
Drinking nothing but water, eating honey-hearts (*Dunno what they're called in english) and chips..
O-zone just switched to Panic! at the Disco.. I'm lazy.. Don't wanna move the mouse too find some Cradle of Filth, Slayer or Rammstein..
I've been in a bad mood the last couple of weeks.. I've haven't had sex in, like, forever and my ex is stalking me..
Why doesn't the jerk get that I wouldn't take him back no matter what? It's been like 3 months (sp?) since he dumped me, and I've so moved on without him.. and suddenly he realizes that he loves me? Too bad, sonny-boy!
Yayz, Pantera ^^
I don't have any money, and I'v gotta start on the xmas-gift thingy.. And I need to re-color my hair.. It's starting to grow out.. again.. Damn..

And you know, normally I wear dramatic black eyeliner..
'Cuz, I like it, and I think, that if people advoid me because of the way I dress, they're not worth talking to.. I don't judge people on their looks.. I've got friends who are pretty preppy..
But it really pisses me of that every time I don't wear my makeup how EVERYBODY(!) tells me how freaking good I look without it..
It kindda makes me angry, and it only does make me wear it more often.. I don't mind people to tell me that I'm good-looking, but I'd prefer if they ALSO tould it to me at times where I'd agree with thm.. I look dead without makeup..
Which reminds me that I'm almost out of eyeliner O_o

... I feel like Tacos ...
Mood: Blue
Music: Horrible..

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