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A Year Later... March 17, 2012, 04:34:am
So life has continued on and the world continues to rotate and I feel like I'm stuck in the center, non-moving.

Its been forever since I've been on this thingymcbob and for some reason (I was bored out of my freaking mind and feeling chatty) I felt the need to come back on this site, and in doing so I decided to read all my old journals and I have discovered a few things:

1. I miss my hyper, I'm barely ever that extremely hyper anymore and it's saddening. College life has sucked out the spazzy that corrupted my sparkly soul.

2. I don't think I can be that random anymore; again depressing fact right there.

3. My best friend is not as much as my brain twin anymore...I blame my sister for that, and it kinda makes me want to shank her with a rusty spoon until she surrenders Kacie's old brain to my clutches. We don't automatically know what each other is thinking anymore, my sister has corrupted her brain.

4. I think I sound way more depressing now that I'm in college; I'm still a five year old in side, real life just isn't working out for me when my brain still wants to play Pokemon and skip down the street holding hands singing at the top of my lungs.

5. Life is definitely more boring. No spazzy, epic adventures in my life anymore.

And finally,
6. I miss hanging out and being completely insane with Kacie and the crazy people I haven't seen in forever. I miss it.

So yea, my bright, neon, sparkly soul has dimmed :-(

And I've decided that I need to make it my mission to make it back to normal, whatever it takes!

So I either need to make some new, awesome friends or I need to steal Kacie from my sister (which isn't easy because they go to the same college why I go to one over 40 miles away, kinda lame)

bounce
^I always used to add that to my journals o.O'

Oh and some random factoids for the day...
1. I miss the Renaissance

2. I'm going to a concert this Wednesday and I'm super excited XD

3. I'm in the mood for zombie movies

4. Kacie's a dork

5. I think Kacie and I should stay up for 3 days again

6. I'm now picturing monkeys dissolving in acid while George of the Jungle hits a tree thanks to Kacie (Giggidy)

7. I probably sound stupid right now

8. This is freaking long

And I think I'm done for now (Though I doubt it really matters because not really many people will read this book of a journal)

So TaTa Dearies <3

Mood: Thoughtfully nostalgic
Music: Devil's Carnival- Loop of Insanity
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