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roadkill massacre.
you're pathetic. May 29, 2008, 02:54:am
oh, my green eyed little friend,
how you visit me often;
and taunt me w/ your ways.
they're so divine, yet, so wicked.
just one little drop of you, and oh,
how my world's angle changes.
twists, turns, moods, and more.
how you like to tease me with you're galore.

if only once, once. just once, my dear,
i could ignore your sweet attempts and little threats,
i could overcome you.
and have you in my life no more..

what a joyous day that'd be...yet...
how unfinished i'd feel w/o you.

you are like my drug, only, i can not control the intake.
addicted? HAH. we've been past that stage for years.
and even though the anger inside slowly eats at me..
it seems so, that i just can not control you..
jealousy.

Mood: depressed, unaccomplished, misunderstood, ALONE...
Music: [none]
The February 19, 2008, 05:57:am
person I love the most is slowly turning into my worst enemy.
And, quite frankly, it sickens me.

I can't stop crying,
I can't stop shaking,
I can't stop puking.

I've never felt so betrayed before.
I'm in disbelief, and on the verge of suicide.
I'm sick to my stomach, and it's no wonder I have trust issues.










I hate hate HATE this.
But I've dug it myself.
Mood: disgusted
Music: slipknot's vermillion part 2

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