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blood_poison_girl's Journal
this is mi journal bitches, READ IT!
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sleep. and sam.
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November 04, 2008, 04:03:am
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im prolly going to sleep.
Sam...
you should prolly do the same [:
nighty night
^_^
Mood: decent [:
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mmm, violent moods.
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October 30, 2008, 11:35:pm
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im so stupid.
so so stupid.
its all fucked again.
face raped by shotgun doesn't sound so bad.
soo stupid.
i think brains are a mistake.
even now.
thinking way too much.
maybe im a mistake.
i don't think i deserve to live.
why does anyone exist
i have no idea where i am going from here.
hopefully not sitting in a white room,
just existing
and being fed.
keeping me alive.
for some reason.
who knows why.
at least there i would never get my hopes up.
things just being the way they should be.
day after day.
no change.
i could live like that.
i don't think i want to submit this.
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i feel so emo.
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October 23, 2008, 11:58:pm
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everything is fucking change.
and my life turned opposite.
everything is fucked.
no one sees me anymore
i don't have a place with anyone
not that that ever mattered
but just maybe someone to lean on.
and talk to.
but i have no where to turn.
not even writing this will do a damn thing
you can't trust people.
but who are you here for if no one wants you.
your just taking up space.
and everything is so damn frustrating.
my face stings from my tears and then feels raw when i whip them away.
my pants won't stay on.
and my highly caffeinated starved body won't pull them up.
the very shirt im wearing has a large hole on my side making ribs cold.
but i won't take it off and throw it away.
my hair is wet, but i just want to sleep.
my stupid brain.
i want to slap my self.
i want to cut again.
but most of all i want to shoot myself.
i've been daydreaming of killing myself.
and often i tell myself i will.
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bored.
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October 18, 2008, 12:17:am
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now that i am actually on for a while.
im bored.
-_-
help anyone?
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grounded. leave me some love
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October 13, 2008, 03:44:pm
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really.
do it.
i will come back one day
=D
<3
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