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blinde-love's Journal
Oh shit, she has more to say..
Me being random, boring and dysfuntional-bet I spelt that wrong.. If you don't like crappy poetry don't read.. I write a lot so odds are there'll be a lot in here.. Have a good day, talk to me I'm continuously bored.
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gone till the 17th
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July 04, 2008, 12:56:pm
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ahhhh. i don't wanna go away =(. oh well i'm leaving today to go to VACSTC for CL course or in normal terms i'm going to army cadet camp in Vernon for six weeks and won't be back till August 17th. lol, not like anyone will miss me on here XP anyone who reads this-have an awesome summer.
Mood: ahh no computer for 6 weeks!!
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Can I just ask why the HELL it feels like WINTER?????
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June 07, 2008, 03:43:pm
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Yeah its June and the temperature is around 10 degrees celsius... it's supposed to be like 30!! (which in farenheit is around 90) and to top it off it's raining. It feels like frickin october-and there's no halloween. grrr. oh well, I guess I need some patience and will just have to wait for summer. And I'm done school!!! yay. only two exams. god loves me... even though i don't love him. haveahappy . always.
Mood: wth
Music: notta
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yay *does happy dance*
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May 15, 2008, 08:04:pm
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lol by the time i got on here i was like 16th top rated (yes i counted i'm a dweeb). But yeah i was happy. it's stupid when ppl rate you like an eight or something and dont bother to tell you why.. i dont see the point. but oh well the other like 63 ppl who have rated me made me happy. grrr school is stupid.. exams in three weeks ahhhhhh *runs around in circles* im so screwed. oh well =)
Mood: grawrrawrrrrgrrrr;asdfjksdlkfh
Music: yo mooo. m. aflak.
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meep
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May 10, 2008, 08:10:pm
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she keeps on trying to smile
but it may take awhile
it gets ever harder
from the world she moves farther
drawing inwards, away
away from all problems
all words all life
she wants to get away
but life isn't that easy
words dont come out
feelings trapped inside
angry, sad, who knows
maybe she doesn't either
why do good things go wrong
why was she so fucking selfish
ignorant of others
not feeling their pain or wondering their thoughts
what a fucking bitch she was, dumb, deaf and blind
good turning bad
why be so sad
life isnt fucking worth it
the world doesnt feel sad for her
but she blames it on herself
let it fall on no other's shoulders
she can sit and cry
help you can try
but the tears just come faster
she looks back on her actions
the selfish stupid bitch she was
and wonders what to be now
no clues to offer help
sanity gone insane
the world is fucking upside down
with no one but herself to blame.
Mood: blah. indecisive. stupid.
Music: some hockey game
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shit hit the fan
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May 10, 2008, 12:21:am
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fuck my life. this is fucking retarded. i dont fucking care any fucking more. fuck. fucking angry as hell and pissed and omg fuck it. i dont care. grrr.
Mood: fucking angry cant you tell/
Music: nothing and its really annoying
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