I thought we were happy, in love with each other. Everything seemed like a dream come true. But no. I just got dumped today. It was like he woke up as a different person and broke up with me. I spent over $100 on a bus ticket to go be there to be with him, and I can't get the money back on the ticket. I could of used the money to get makeup to push me into being a model. I am a big mess right now.
Everyone of my old long term friends knows happiness isn't a member of my family, or my best friend. I had problems trying to grasp onto happiness, I always failed and landed face first into mud or shit as it walks away laughing at me. Well happiness has finally came knocking on my door and asking for a place to live. I have found my true love, the only guy I want to be with, have kids with, die with. By the end of next year we will be married and we're both excited for it. I am planning about 5/8 of the big day, but its ok. I have been planning for this since I was 17. Now about three years later, its finally going to happen. Many people are going to say "Why are you guys rushing the relationship?"
I feel as if I am pulling my hair out. I am being kicked out of my dad's room mate's house by the end of September, so I am moving in with my bf. Well the damn bus site isn't taking the address I have on the card. It keeps saying its the wrong address when it is not. UGH!
I am with the most amazing guy I ever known. We are planning on spending the rest of our lives together. I want to thank my best chick friend for bringing him into my life. If it wasn't for her I would have never met him. He is the best thing that ever came into my life, and I don't ever want to let him go and slip out of my arms.
I am planning my dream wedding, even though I am still single.
It's going to be a Gothic Anime wedding, everyone has to look like an Anime person.
I am designing mine, bride's maid, maid of honor, and bride's mother's dresses.
I want the outfits and makeup to be perfect because I am a huge fashion freak.
I am a Halloween freak, I love the bump in the night fears, Horror movies, blood and gore so my weddng will be on Halloween.
