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bhn_ninja's Journal
my first j
Name: paige jenkins Birthdate: january 30 1992 Birthplace: springfield ohio Current Location: same as birth place unfortanullty Eye Color: blue Hair Color:right now red but soon a better red and black Height: 5,4 Piercings: ears Tatoos: not yet Overused Phraze: um i cant think theres alot(no thats the phraze) FAVORITES Food: chinezz Candy: tuti fruitys Number: 13 Color: all of them Animal: alot Drink: umm idk i dont think i have 1 Alcohol Drink:do drink much but coke and captin Bagel: plane with penut butter Letter: qwertyuiopasdfghjklzxcvbnm Body Part on Opposite sex: eyes This or That Pepsi or Coke: coke and pepsi are both gross unless warm and flat McDonalds or BurgerKing: eww wendys Strawberry or Watermelon: watermelon becouse watermelon seed fights kick ass Hot tea or Ice tea: ice tea Chocolate or Vanilla :chocolate Hot Chocolate or Coffee: hotcholate Kiss or Hug: kiss Dog or Cat: both Rap or Punk: PUNK!!!!!!!!!! Summer or Winter: winter becouse i dont get a burn Scary Movies or Funny Movies: both Love or Money: Love!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOUR... Bedtime: when i want Most Missed Memory: the good ones when life was good Best physical feature: my eyes First Thought Waking Up:how can i maketodaynot suck ass? Goal for this year: to be happy Weakness: umm thats not for u to know Fears: clowns Heritage: umm im a runt so i dont have just one my grandparents all are from some were eles and how the fuck they ended up here blows my mind HAVE YOU... Ever Drank: yes Ever Smoked: no Pot: no Ever been Drunk: Yeah Ever been beaten up: No Ever beaten someone up: Yes Ever Skinny Dipped: no but want to one day IN A GUY/GIRL Favorite Eye Color: well as long as there nice it doesnt matter i love eyes Favorite Hair Color: any Short or Long: long Height: i dont care Style: umm im kinda a mix Looks or Personality:looks can be missleading out going and funny Hot or Cute?um not sure as long as there nice RANDOMS Number of Regrets in the Past: lots What country do you want to Visit: lots How do you want to Die: um ik Been to the Mall Lately: no Do you like Thunderstorms: yeah Get along with your Parents: nope every once in a while Health Freak: no Do you think your Attractive: no Believe in Yourself: sometimes Want to go to College: yes i think Do you Smoke: no Do you Drink: a little Shower Daily: yea Been in Love: no i hate it becouse every time you think you love some one they crush into a million little sad pices Do you Sing: yea Want to get Married: yeah maybe one day Do you want Children: yeah maybe one day Have your future kids names planned out: not yet Age you wanna lose your Virginity: when ever it right Hate anyone: lots
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qs i made in my head
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January 04, 2008, 12:56:am
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if a smile is the key to the heart then whats the key to a smile?
if we all become the same on the inside and out then why would we talk to each other when we could talk to our mirror?
trust your haters not your lovers becouse your haters arent the ones who care if our hurting or not!
if we love each other but we are not togther then whts the point?
whats the point of a feeling when all we do is hide them?
if god made every thing who made god?
why should i be happy for you if you cant be happy for your self?
whats the point of your face when you want me to love you for who you are on the inside?
can you tell me tht your 100%happy when you have all the money on the world when im 110% happy with nothing?
if i can see trew you are you real?
Mood: bored
Music: cute is what we aim 4
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um ok time for a update?
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January 04, 2008, 12:42:am
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im just going to list random shit for you
1 alst time i checked i was still paige
2 i dont belive in love n e more(since my heart got riped out of my chest and stomped on then spit on then went in a blinder and got poored down the sink and yes it still hurts why? idk wisk i could tell you but i cant becouse i dont even know)
3 i have relised tht no matter what i do i cant change he things ive gone trew
4 i want to thank every one thts been there trew every little thing tht ive been trew i saw who was my real friends and who wasent real
5 my family is still my #1
6 i c tht its going to be harder then i thought bc not every thing is not just handed to you like we all wish it is
7 i will always be diffrent but thats ok now i understand that this is who i am and no one can change me
8 i see how much i can miss people
9 how you never can see whats going to happen next
10 about how hurting myself doesnt hurt you
11 how music is always going to be amazing
12 i want to b happy and only i can do tht 4 myself
13 i need people and i should just stop blocking them out
14 i need to pay more attion
15 i need to still go see my therpised so i can stop being angry
16 admint that i am depressed and dont know why
17 i need to get out of this town
18 i need to tell my dad i cant stand him
19i need to get over my self
20 i need to just go back to my note book and jurnal and art book
21 i need to find myself
Mood: idk
Music: parmore
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