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anneruyters's Journal
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slowely going mad
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October 22, 2008, 11:04:am
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in the past 54 hours I have:
-studied 28 hours
-eaten
-hardly slept
-smoking a lotttttt
-drinking wayyyy to much coffe (23cups I just counted out of curiousity... )
-travelled for two hours to my exame
-fucked up my exame
-travelled back
-been online
I started sudying again at 8 this morning.. and Im half way through, which would entail me being done at 2 am this morning....
im going mad, but after tomorrow im allllllmost done, and the hard part will be over...
wish me luck?
Mood: blahhhhhh!!!!!!
Music: "Cat Power" and "The Postal Service" (calms me down)
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bored
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August 23, 2008, 10:05:am
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The phone rings, what do you say?
"talk to me"
What's wrong with you right now?
i send 400euro's in two days... so now i have to divide 200 over two weeks.
Someone creepy come up to you recently?
Yesterday...today
Are you mean?
I can be.
How is your hair?
blond, straight, messy
What movie did you last see in theatres and who did you go with?
uhmm...... harry potter?
Where were you at 2:02 this morning?
at a minimal party
Do you tend to rip the paper off water bottles?
always and ever
Do you cry alot? And recently?
no and no
Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
my personal record longest relationship remains 13days
Do you think that you're a good person?
I do
Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
an old friend
Where is your number one person on your friends list?
sitting next to me (roommate)
When was the last time you talked to them?
now
What are your plans for the weekend?
the day before yesterday: concert
yesterday I went to a club
today i am hungover
tomorow i gotta work
Did you ever lose a best friend?
Yes
Do you use smiley faces on the computer a lot?
constantly theyre awesome
When is the last time someone of the opposite sex gave you a hug?
this morning, a old friend stayed over. Gave him a hug goodbye
Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
I used to
Do you believe that you can change for someone?
I believe you can. I dont believe you should
Do you like to hold or be held?
not particularly
Who is your number 1 on your top?
on vf: sam
in real life: caroline
How do you know this person?
from vf
high school
How many times have you eaten sushi?
way too many times to count
What makes you mad?
racism
Do you have any bruises currently?
always.. im kinda clumsy
Have you ever taken karate lessons?
yeah.. not for long though
Last thing you bought or sold?
ok.. here we go:
pants, shirt, hat, lipgloss
Who was the last person to play with your hair?
Stan..
When was the last time you got a back massage?
Stan
If you were given $100, would you spend it, or save it ?
spend it
If there was a large spider in the room, would you stay?
i would stay... i would be uneasy... and i would find the courage to remove it
Are you listening to music right now?
The Doors
What are you doing tomorrow?
hanging out in the park and woring after
Where was your default picture taken?
in my living room
Are you afraid of falling in love?
not afraid... i just dont feel like it
Do you like country music?
hmm... i love almost any type of music... i can endure country
Have you ever had someone sing to you?
many times
Do you believe in love?
sure
Is there something that happened in your past that you really hate talking about?
Yes.
Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?
yes
Who was the last person's voice you heard?
my roomate is laughing
Are you good at giving directions?
awefull! i harldy know how i myself get to places
Rent a movie or go to movies?
buy movies
Has anyone told you they missed you lately?
yes
Mood: bored
Music: the doors
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FCK!
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July 30, 2008, 03:37:pm
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Ok... So I live on my own in amsterdam. I had a wonderful childhood with an amazing family blababla. But ever sinds i started living on my own i naturally started exploring new boundaries. I started going to concerts, and i had a navelpiercing, I started getting into a bit more of an indie scene. The place where i used to live was about as rich and closeminded as you can imagine.
So four days ago I got a lippiercing. I think its gorgeous, but I just told my mother who immediatly started to scream at me. Basically the door is no longer open for me as long as i have this piece of metal in my lip. My mother is crying and my father is wondering where it all went wrong.
What the fuck??? As if something is wrong with me due to a little silver ring in my lip. People, I'm not trying to make that much of a statement. I genuinly like it, and im dumbfounded to find my parents in such a state! I never noticed how close-minded they were untill now...
This sucks... Should I take it out to please them so they wont worry so much? Is it selfish of me to want this?
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survey....
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June 12, 2008, 06:24:am
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1) What is the most random object around you?
a flyer for free pizza delivery
2) Last time consumed alcohol?
yesterday night, the night before that... ( I drink a lot)
3) What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
awake praying to go back to sleep
4) What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
watching Will and GRace in my bed
5) Last place you took a plane to?
Curacao
6) Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Florian
7) Have you ever been around someone who was high?
I live in Amsterdam..
9) Last thing you purchased?
Starbucks: large cappuchino with non-fat foam and vanilla
11) Where are you right now?
In my appartment in amsterdam...
12) Three words to explain why you last threw up:
Alcohol, weed and low blood pressure
13) How's your mood lately?
Pretty goddamn good, but also a little confused
14) Where did your last hug take place?
Yesterday night.. roommate
15) What are your plans for the weekend?
Firday-> free drinks at my local bar, then goingout
Saterday-> working till 23.00 then going to a minimal party
sunday-> working till 23.00
16) Ever kissed someone who smokes?
I think I kissed over 70 guys, and I'm a smoker myself
18) Are you a jealous person?
Never
19) Did you have a good birthday last year?
Yeah!! I went to curacao with my mum, her best friend and her daughter who's an amazing friend of mine. Was my birthday present from my parents.
20) Are you tired right now?
Always
21) whats up?
nothing much....
22) Do you chew on your straws?
No
23) Last person you texted?
Samuel, had a really horrible dream about him
24) Last text says..
I really liked your new haircut, and I had fun. Hopefully I'll see you again soon.
25) How many children do you plan on having?
2/3
26) Three days from now will you be in a relationship?
Possibly. But it's to early, and I dont really do relationships... Does a long term fling count as a relaionship?
27) Is your hair curly?
No
28) Last person you were in a car with?
My sister
30) Do you get good grades?
Quit collage. Start again in September
32) Have you ever told someone of the opposite sex you loved them?
No.... My father...
33) Where are your favorite pair of jeans from?
Valentino
34) Are you bored?
Well I'm doing this....
35) Have you kissed anyone on the lips within the past 24 hours?
Yes
36) Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight?
Yes
38) Do you like to cuddle?
Sometimes.... when its a private moment with a guy. Or with friends all the time. Gotta share the love.
39) Any tattoos?
No(t yet)
40) Do you cry easily?
Nope
41) Do you have any siblings?
Two older sisters
42) Where did you go today?
starbucks, a place with the best sandwiches in the world, hairdresser and work.
43) What should you be doing right now?
Showering
44) Are you a heavy sleeper?
Only when I'm drunk
45) Last time you did the dishes?
Two days ago
47) Do you own a little black dress?
Yes, loads
48) Next concert you are going to?
going to zoothousand in england in three weeks, but i'll probably catch some shows before that... nothing planned yet. -planned something: paramore tomorrow, and rise against on friday-
49) Your favorite thing to drink on a hot summer day?
cosmopolitan (hot summerday or cold winter night... whenever)
50) What color underwear are you wearing?
black
Mood: pretty goddamn good
Music: the used
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So get this..
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May 28, 2008, 06:44:am
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I'm at a Silverstein concert two nights ago.. And I ask an emo chick if she has a lighter for me.. she was smoking... I needed one.. seems fair enough right?
looks at me like three times from head to toe, and turns around!!!
Ok, so I might not look like your typical emo chick, that doesn't mean you can treat me like I was your nightmare from high school! It's like this almost every concert I go to... of course not with everyone, but they're are so many emo's that judge me! You cry and scream saying that you're tired of being judged.. so dont judge others yourself.
I can sincerely tell you that I try with everything I have NEVER to judge another person on the way they represent themselves and you'll have to be a pretty phycotic character in order for me to judge you on your personality. Cause we're all different and different shit makes us happy, and everyone else will just have to deal with that!
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