FUCK I HATE THIS LIFE,I HATE BEING ALIVE,I LONG for MY SOUL to DIE,May i,may i>? rest in paradise>? not in this world,not in this form,not in this life>?PLEASE i beg for my SOUL to DIE,when will i rest in peace>?when will i be devine,only in death will i feel ALIVE____So forever~more i will knock on Death's door awaiting for his sweet dark allure.