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its funny how you can have so many people around you and within that bunch could be the person thats completely absolutely perfect and you only start noticing it after awhile and by that time you realize that why settle for bad if you can have really good, but then you wander whether you deserve it and you avoide acting on it, and yet it happens over one drunken night
and then its like your living a dream and you keep waiting for that moment that wakes you up, but it never happens and you realize that you've never felt better and you want it to stay that way
but at the back of your head you go out of your way to look for faults and think too much instead of enjoing the ride.
if anyone has said that to me, id tell them to go with the flow, to enjoy whatever time there is left, and it might turn into something even better without the constant anxiety, id say take one day at the time.
why is it that i can never take my own advice
cause i know that i will screw this whatever this is up for my self
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