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Zombiechild's Journal
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fuck it
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November 01, 2008, 05:58:am
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well my g-ma said 5-5:30 am she would be here and she still isnt here she isnt answering her phone i think shes still at the fucking casino so fuck it im going to sleep for a while before i end up having a fucking seizure because the old fuck made me stay up all fucking night waiting and calling her fucking faggot ass while shes having a good old fucking time wasting money
so everyone knows the comp at my house isnt working so i wont be on
so like i said im gonna go to sleep til the old cunt gets here so i can curse her the fuck out for making me waste my sleep time waiting for her ass all fucking night when she never even showed the fuck up im gonna fucking tell her to fucking get me my keyboard and mcdonalds a carton of marlboro menthol smooths and 8 full throttle energy drinks cuz this fucking bitch owes me big fucking time
Mood: pissed the fuck off and tired as fuck
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Tears burn my eyes
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October 31, 2008, 08:20:pm
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feelings grow
and tears fall down
wanting you here
i try not to drown
pain on the inside
and pain in my heart
feeling like my chest
was hit with a dart
so confused
on what to do
someone to talk too
that someone is you
trying and trying
to keep it locked inside
crying and fearing
of what i have to hide
breaking to pieces
that fall on the ground
breaking like glass
but making no sound
are these feelings
real or not
because all of a sudden
i feel like i have been shot.....
tears burn my eyes
day by day
but i dont know...
what to even say.....
Mood: confused
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Journey- Open Arms
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October 31, 2008, 08:07:pm
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Lying beside you
here in the dark
Feeling your heart beat with mine
Softly you whisper
you're so sincere
How could our love be so blind
We sailed on together
We drifted a part
And here you are by my side
So now I come to you
with open arms
Nothing to hide
believe what I say
So here I am with open arms
Hoping you'll see what your love means to me
Open arms
Living without you
living alone
This empty house seems so cold
Wanting to hold you
wanting you near
How much I want you home
But now that you've come back
Turned night in to day
I need you to stay
So now I come to you
with open arms
Nothing to hide
believe what I say
So here I am with open arms
Hoping you'll see what your love means to me
Open arms
Mood: confused
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Tired of it
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October 21, 2008, 01:21:am
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Tired of being hurt
tired of all the shit
tired of being pushed around
tired of all of it
going back from the place i stay
the only way....
i can get away
away from the drama
away from this thing
one more time....
until u can bring
really wish for one
one relationship to go well
but really right now
i wouldnt care if u all burned in hell
cuz right now my heart
is once again crushed
and once again my lungs
have turned into dust
so u see me smile?
well dont be to sure
cuz guess fucking what
ull never see more
the family
the drama
the bullshit around
the bitches
the assholes
can be put under ground
so fuck it
and fuck u
fuck all ur lies
all of my love
just dies
the hate
the insanity
the bitch inside me
is bleeding
and screaming
and once again free
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To You
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October 20, 2008, 02:14:am
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why do you hurt me
why do you bring me down
why do you mess with me
why do you make me frown
why cant you see
why cant you be
why break my heart
from the very start
why make me cry
and never say goodbye
why try to lie
when i can see right through you
why tell me something
when i know its not true
why cant you tell the truth too
why do you never have anything good to do
why why and why again
im sorry to say...but this is the end....
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