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XxLordSesshomaruX's Journal
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October 11, 2008, 03:01:pm
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maerging into one entity
i look through two eyes
one meek the other a demon
one eye each
i take another look in my mirror
and i see no change
untill i wash away the grime of others views
i think i finally see whats been right infront of my face
ive been looking at myself through a tainted vision of others
and never through my own two eyes
ive always reached to try and break the reflection
when all i needed to do was wipe it clean
and see for myself
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October 07, 2008, 11:17:pm
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i am two in the same
a nothingness and a monsterous presence
two in the same host
one chainded down by my fears
the other free to be worthless
if i let one kill the other what will occur
if i let out the monster it will kill the nothing side of me
all there will be is a devil
if i let the nothingness kill the monster what will be left
nothingness
i look in my own eyes and i stare at each eye
one is a cold stare with hellfire behind it
the other is a dead stare with no hint of a soul
i would smash out the mirror and gouge my own eyes out
but neither side of me can agree on it
its a wretched madness
a terrible grey area in the base of my grey matter
but as long as both sides war with eachother
there can be no rest or understanding
of the host to them both
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October 05, 2008, 10:59:am
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dont touch the switch
let those candles flicker
watch them as they lick the air
our our lil peice of hell
right on our dresser
look at its glow
look on the wall at its orange halo
the energy it uses is its own body
melting wax burns down its own frame
such a masochist
a thin wick turns to ash
as the hellfire eats away at its body and spirit
when the candle is melted and gone
we light up another one and watch it die
a beautifully evil death
eh...im bored
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October 03, 2008, 02:30:pm
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the state of the world
more like the decay of the world
looking around and seeing failure
on epic levels
whos to blame
noone seems to know
the governemnt blames eachother
one side vs another
while capitolism crumbles
capitolism only benefits
those who are screwing the cap on the lid of the glass bottled economy
and trapping all of us in it
left to suffocate on financial ruin
whilst the rich hoard and scam for more profits
trickle down is a pipe dream
one that doesnt flow any profits downhill
there are many holes in that pipe
and many many hands groaping into it
gathering as much as they can
and eating it all up
and giggling while doing it
green slime oozes out of their crooked teeth
and hits the ground to nourish their constituents
they vomet honest peoples money up to feed their younglings
creating more of the same kinds of people
those who will let the elderly die alone and the sick suffer
what are we to do
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September 29, 2008, 12:09:am
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the crimson blood trickles down my fingers
as i drag the body down the hall
its limbs dont grip for a hold anymore
this fucker is heavy
COME ON DAM IT!!!
its foot got cought on the door corner
i hold for a second
i look for signs of life
......
ok...its not fucking with me
i look to my shoulder to see a demon
i turn to the other and i see myself
the demon and i urge me
it and i sing a demons note in my ears
a simple giggle as i get to the room
its dim and gritty
not at all like my alternative personality
adam is driving charles
chains and pullies adorn the cold steel table i coveted
so many tools and insturments decorate the table
the meat hooks i use slide right into the tissue and skin
the muscles hold the weight rather well
creeeeeeekkkkkk and a shimmmying noise is my melody
when i lift its body up to get it on the table
OOOHHHHH...its still alive
ehehheheheehehe....hi
i am adam
*gurgles*
ooh im sorry...i dont speak toothless bludgeoned
its body is useless and the mind is rather useless
i dont want the mind
the body is what and why i am here
i crank the table upside down
and with it upside down i take the number 11
and open the last vein that it will ever use
its body will kill it now
nothing but a gurgle again and a twinge
its mind is gone
and all that remains is my body
what shall i do with it?
what does the demon and i want me to do to it?
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