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Thiaa Shitt

Premium Member..

April 30, 2013, 12:55:am

I forgot to purchase my premium membership ahead of time
so now I have to wait a month D: what a lonely month.
Ah mah gawdd!!!
I wish their was like a text reminder to remind mindless people like me that
their membership is running out D:

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4/20?? Wuuuttt

April 20, 2013, 11:34:pm

I nearly forgot earlier that today was 4/20

Wastteeeeddd almost.
but not completely..

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Show dat off

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Wade.. Its been a year..

March 13, 2013, 01:46:am

It'll be a year in a week.. But tonight it feels like I just found out.
It hasn't hurt this much since Bry told me about your death, Wade..

Tonight my hearts screaming.. "Its not real, Call him, Its not real" But the number has been disconnected..
My heart hurts..
You were always the person I could turn too. I just wish I had been there more for you,
At least I could say I tried..
At least, If you wern't here today, I could say you were just a stubborn ass..
But thats not the case.. Is it?
I know it was never my fault. But its nights like this that I feel like I could have stopped it
or at least prevented it. At least prolonged your life a little bit more

Maybe, If it wasn't the one night I had work the next morning, I would have been there with you
swallowing each one like we were champs. Maybe just MAYBE I could be with you right now..

You'd slap the shit out of me if you heard this with your own ears and were here to put in your input..
I know you hated it whenn I talked like this. Its just. Tonight it seems like I have too. It feels like its all my fault. We were always insepertable.

You were always here for me,.. Why couldn't I have been there for you?!
Do you know how bad it hurts to come home from work. Just hearing from you 12 hours previous, Hearing you're in a coma? The next morning, Brain dead.. Gone?

Am I still you're ride hard n die baby?
You're baby boo?
And gay lover?

I hope so..
I'm done rambling..
I just.
Want to hear your voice ONE more time.. Visit me in my sleep? Please baby?
I beg you..

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I'm real and super strange

June 09, 2012, 02:53:pm

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May 30, 2012, 07:08:pm

So I'm Offically Burning All Those Damn Lies,
(:

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