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Xx4GoTTeNxX's Journal
The Tip of the Iceberg
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What I'd Rather Be Doing
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August 10, 2008, 04:33:pm
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If I could be granted my dream life... This is pretty much how it'd go:
I would like to own a house in Galway. I would like to be graduated from college with a double-major in Photography and German. I would like to be able to use both majors to be a professional photographer and be able to live off of just that. I don't want to be like uber rich (I'm sure it'd be nice..), I just want to be able to live comfortably. I would love to be married to someone. Love them. Not be so lonely anymore. I've always wanted one of those big fish tanks that double as a wall and have all sorts of cool fishies in it. ^.^; And maybe a dog or two. =]
I would also like to learn how to play guitar or bass...
I guess that's it for now. I might update this later. =]
Mood: In my own little world...
Music: No Sex - Limp Bizkit
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Losing My Mind
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August 04, 2008, 02:02:am
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They’re tears of crystal
But they fall like glass
Breaking and shattering
Upon blades of grass
The clouds roll over
Blackening my heart
Lots of nothingness
Keeping me from falling apart
The thunder claps
And the lightning sparks
This fire deep inside
Reacts to your remarks
Gusts of winds
Blow me into yesterday
Hail and sleet
Like your words, betray
I look behind
And lose my path
Blown away
In the aftermath
Losing my mind
I’ve got nothing left to find
Losing my mind
I feel so confined
Losing my mind
I cannot break this bind
Losing my mind
Losing my mind
Mood: Tired and lonely
Music: Indictment - All That Remains
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Sleep Well Tonight
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July 17, 2008, 04:10:am
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Sleep Well Tonight
Started as just a day
Just like any other
One with sleepy students
Tiredness that could not be smothered
But then came the announcement
That the entire school would hear
One that would lead to breakdowns
And the shedding of tears
James was gone
But how could this be?
He always had a smile on his face
He was always so carefree
The hallways became silent
From the tears that were cried
Minds were filled with questions
How could he have died?
But...Why?
Why did he have to leave us now?
What is it God wanted with him
How could this be? How...?
Sleep well tonight, James
You still rest in all of our hearts
Sleep well tonight, James
Know that we will never be apart
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Wrote this over a year ago... But I'm still thinkin' about you, James.
Mood: Remembering
Music: Fury of the Storm
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Eating Away
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July 08, 2008, 11:27:am
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Voices in my mind
Haunting my soul
I run to them blind
Will I ever reach my goal?
The voices hiss at me
From the shadows so dark
People question me
Yet I have no remark
An endless countdown
Like the days going by
Voices now all around
I am forced to comply
Red fiery eyes
And hands cold as stone
It wears no disguise
As it traces every bone
With a lick of its lips
It likes what it sees
Every hollow, every dip
I give in to this disease
Mood: Fat
Music: This Song Is Definitely Not About A Girl -- Set Your Goals
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