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one and only love November 11, 2007, 06:49:am
for my one and only..i love you

i love the way you open up to me
i love the way you say my name
your my one and only dtling my one and only love
the one for me your like exctasy
i can never get you outta my head
even when were fighting
even if your mad
no matter what you do
i couldnt love you any less
baby your my one and only
my one and only love

dedicated to a certain someone who knows who he is....
Mood: in love
Music: crossfade:so far away
shining star November 07, 2007, 02:30:am
its like a needle i just want to let stab through
something i want just to get done with
heartbreak is one thing but betrayel is another
of many things for you to do
this has got to be the worst
i gave something a name
a gave something a birth
all you did was sit around and watch
well guess what
youre shining star
just burnt out
friends only October 29, 2007, 01:51:am
Your Name (dosnt have to be ur full name):


Age:


Favorite position:


1. Do you think I'm hot?.


2. Would you have sex with me?


3. lights on or off?


4. Would you have to be drunk?


5.Would you take a shower with me?


6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me?


7.Would you leave after or stay the night?


8.Do you like cuddling after wards?


9.Condom or skin?


10. Have sex on the first date?


11.Would you kiss me during sex?


12.Do you think I would be good in bed?


13. Would you use me as a booty call?


14.Can I use you as a booty call?


15.Can we take pictures of the act?


16.How long would we have sex?


17.Would you tell your friends about me?


18.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

19. Will you give me some good head?

20. would u cam with me if i was far away?

21.do u love me ?
wants,and dont wants. October 29, 2007, 01:04:am
I put myself out there
to be known and respected
instead I know nuthing but betrayal
I close my eyes wanting to be noticed
I show my self and im given nuthing
there are the children with nuthing
there are the children with everything
then there are the ones in between
if i were to gain everything id be a worse person
but if i had nuthing i would be what i had
so i want nuthing from anyone but love
i want to be held
i want to be kissed
i just dont want to be let go

suicide October 24, 2007, 12:35:am
sometimes i think id just be better of killing my self then maybe those bastards will stop blaming me for everything bad that goes on in their pathetic worthless lives.
Nightmares October 23, 2007, 02:06:am
every second my6 breath sounds loudly
your bare chest warms against my body
my hands run through your soft hair
I feel as you embrace me
lying your head on my chest
I can feel your breath on my chest
Gazing upwards I feel your emotions
Your eyes clasping tightly together
Grabbing at you stopping your struggle
"wake up""its over""our nightmare is over"
Swiftly you jump forward
I pull you back hoping to alm you
I kiss your forehead sothing your mind
"your nightmare is now mine,my love"
The woman I see October 16, 2007, 12:50:am
I see her standing here before me
and I wait for her to hold me
there's longing in my heart
to feel her cold,smooth fingers across my face
the sound of her sweet voice calling my name
I stand there watching her golden hair flow
wishing for her to want me
just as I have wanted her

She turns away and fades and Im alone again
My screams for her are like whistles in the wind
the're screaming loudly but no one can here
My eyes fly open and I lie there in the dark
wishing she will come again
waiting for her to ecome real
A mother to hold me
to love me,and care for me
again a distant dream


For everyone to know October 16, 2007, 12:41:am
im a total poetry freak and i love to write it so ill be filling my journal with poetry pretty much so if you like my poems feel free to tell me and if your a writer to we can get to know eachother.Maybe even write together well bye

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