So I got a call today, and it looks as though I'll have my internet set up in the next few days. (: Sooooooooo, I'll be back in chat (when I'm not working). YAY! I'm super excited to talk to everyone again. <3
I'm getting along quite nicely at the new place. It's a bit stressful, but it's a lot better than I thought it would be. I haven't been on much because I am currently working two jobs, and it's hell!! At lease I'm keeping busy.
I'm an idiot for believing in things I knew in my mind weren't true. I guess I just wanted to know what it would be like to prove myself wrong for a change. People really are all the same. Here I go again though, being a hypocrite for having the same feelings that I was so judgmental about. Fuck it I guess. It's not like it could be fixed in any way. I guess I'll just go back to being who I was before.Maybe next time I won't try and prove myself wrong. Mood: Pissy.
I feel like I'm stuck somewhere I don't belong. I feel as though I should be somewhere else. Maybe even someone else. This thought leaves me to wonder, what could things be like? Maybe I am having feelings from a different life or something. I'm not sure. All I know is that no matter how unsure I am about everything else, I'm sure that I know what I want. Hopefully it won't be difficult to achieve this goal. I can feel it so close to me, yet it's a million miles away. <3
I would like to know, How can you miss something you've never had before?
Mood: Hopeful. Music: Deathcab for Cutie, Lack of Colour
I'm super excited to talk to everyone again. <3