3 years. That all it took for me and Casey to finally grow apart. After having a baby and marriage we finally came into the agreement that we better off each other and just few months I will be starting my own life and it is... scary but exciting. I feel more free than I've ever before. Maybe after all this is a good thing.
Anton can create an illusion of himself, which helps to escape easily any kind of trouble. Has a very strong aura which makes anyone around him feel calm and soothed (not everyone is affected by this). However, when he is angered himself, it causes aura around him to be very disturbing and dark.
~long bubble baths
~wearing a lot of piercings
~crowds of people
Because of his aura, Anton can easily make an angered person calmed down and it helps him to stop almost any kind of fight as long as the people around him affected by his aura.
Inability to control his aura when he is angry or upset himself. A lot of times he causes people to fight around him because he is not calm himself.
Anton has a much closed up personality. Not many know who he is; his thoughts are always a question to everyone. He appears to be a gentle and friendly, open for any conversation; he speaks his mind with ease and has no problem with telling people his opinion, sometimes even without being asked. Anton is very curious and quick to make decisions, which gets him into a trouble a lot. He tries to not to care about people too much, because he got burned way too many times, but sometimes he is unable to help himself. Once he gets attached to someone it is most likely never end. He usually very neutral and calm, which helps his powers to be under control.
Distinguished Features: Very skinny and his body is almost female like.
Short Bio:Born as a demon, Anton was raised in a very serious and wealthy family. His parents expected him to be a lot of things that he really was not. When they found out how he was confused about his gender and sometimes pretended to be a girl, they were devastated and abandoned him, sending him away into a private school, changing his name and completely erasing him from their family history.
He was only fifteen when that happened and for the next three years, his parents still paid for his education, house and food, but once he turned eighteen, all the privileges were taken away and Anton was left with nothing. Luckily with the years of passionate training, Anton found his new career as a singer. He never became popular, but his songs paid his bills and helped him to get by.
He was night teen when he met his first love, Alex. The man was much older than him; he was wealthy and known producer. At first, Anton thought it was love and without a question he did everything Alex asked him to. For another year or so he lived with him, which made things for him a lot easier, but at his birthday party when he turned twenty, he found Alex cheating on him and then Alex himself told Anton that he was just using the boy for his talent and he never cared for him.
Not letting that bring him down no matter how much it hurt, Anton left, driving himself away to a first place that his finger laid upon on map, which happened to be Dranica.
I've lost every bit of respect towards men. I know I can't judge them only because one of them has literally made me cry everyday, but I just can't thinking that they are all probably the same in the end.
So it is my birthday. I couldn't care less for presents or attention, I appreciate every person who wished me a happy birthday and I dont ask for more than that. I hoped to spend my birthday with my family but because of how screwed up our economy right now - it couldn't happen and now delayed to the end of the july or even later.
I warned my husband a month before that I want to go out for a dinner for my birthday (key word me when it should've probably been him planning my birthday) and then two three weeks ahead I asked him to make arrangements with a friends of his who can watch Lance (my son) over the evening while we are out.
2 days before my birthday he asks me to make a choice of having a divorce or changing myself for him. Long story short - big fight, drama blah blah. I'm over it.
And today, even after all the promises he made about "your birthday is going to be alright" "dont worry about it I will take care of it", it is almost 7pm and he is still at work. I had to call him to make him to find out if his friend can watch Lance for the night. In the end of it all dinner is going to be after 8pm and do I even want to go at this point? I expected at least a little more. Flowers and early coming home from work? A text message saying he loves me? Something! But no. There was nothing.
So my whole birthday day I've spent sitting in front of my computer, getting all excited about the evening tonight, getting all pretty. What a disappointment.