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VampirePoet's Journal
Finding Myself
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A poem by me >_<
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December 04, 2009, 05:59:pm
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rainbow visions?
there are people who refuse to take risks,
and they live in fear of everything extraordinary,
everything amazing,
everything fun.
they believe in black and white,
touch and sound,
right and wrong.
they maintain that life is a straight line;
everything is pre-destined,
nothing is real unless you can see it,
there are no spirits, nothing but shadows.
and love is a chemical reaction in the brain.
nothing more, nothing less.
not your heartstrings vibrating with the fluttering in your tummy;
that's "hunger"
and nothing will teach them that life is full of colour.
because they refuse to see them.
© Michelle O'Connor, 2nd December 2009
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i was asked these questions - they made me think
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October 18, 2009, 02:02:pm
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1 - what do you believe in?
i don't think there's anything i believe IN but i believe that everything happens for a reason,
that we find people in our lives that make our souls ache for their constant company, that everything we say and do has a profound impact on our surroundings, whether we mean it to or not
and that no matter how hard we try; someone will love us.
i believe these things, but sometimes i wish i didn't.
2 - what makes up your insides?
confusion. there is also a vast heart longing to be loved, but no one here to love me enough to fill the void. there is also laughter, but that gets squished. my insides are mostly made of confusion though.
3 - tell me about heaven.
the spill canvas said it "heaven's not the place you go when you die, it's that moment in life when you actually feel alive"
it's different for everyone. and you can have a few of those moments. it means you're really lucky.
4 - what is evil?
evil is everywhere. evil is emotional blackmail, it is having absolute control over someone and purposely ruining them.
evil is immortal and it is inescapable.
5 - are we really alone in the end?
not if we've experienced love, life, heartache, mistakes, loss and everything that makes our memories. once we have memories we'll never be alone.
6 - how will all life be destroyed?
capitalist selfishness
7 - how do you think they make coca-cola?
with E numbers, no love and a lot of effort
8 - how did the world begin?
it was always here, we just didn't know it. civilization began with the emergence of written records.
9 - what is your favorite band and why?
this is like asking me who in my life i've loved the most. it's an impossible question to answer. my favourite music is something that makes me feel like i belong, like there are answers to everything and nothing is ever the finish of me, no matter how bad i may feel
10 - if you could give advice to a person who was about to quit believing in everything, what would you say?
i can't blame you. you have no proof to tell you it's worth believing in anything. i'm here if you need me.
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i drank too much
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September 24, 2009, 11:58:pm
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>.<
oh dearrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
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