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Twilight_Wolf666's Journal
Twilights Cursed Hell
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what the fuck
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September 07, 2008, 11:56:pm
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is wrong with me??????
Mood: guilty/ scuicidal
Music: none
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i ...
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September 02, 2008, 04:31:am
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fainted... last night... in the middle of my bedroom floor
around... 10 something and woke up around... 11 something...
it was odd..
i had the weirdest dream and woke up sweating and crying.
my window was open and the screen gone when i woke up.
when it was closed and still had the screen on when i passed out.
odd...
i was feeling light headed, my heart was beating way to fast, i was shaking badly and felt like i was going to puke. i thought it was a panic attack or anxaity, cuz i get that alot, but i've never fainted from it before... i made the mistake of trying to stand up and go to the bathroom to throw up or tell my parents, and i fell to the floor out cold.
i only remember falling.
Mood: confused
Music: Breathing Slowly- Crossfade
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how stupid could i be?
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September 02, 2008, 01:31:am
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Night lift up the shades
let in the brilliant light of morning
But steady there now for I am weak
and starving for mercy
Sleep has left me alone
to carry the weight of unraveling where we went wrong
It's all I can do to hang on to keep me from falling,
into old familiar shoes
How stupid could I be
A simpleton can see
That you're no good for me
But you're the only one I see
Love has made me a fool
set me on fire and watched as I floundered
Unable to speak
except to cry out and wait for your answer
And you come around in your time
speaking of fabulous places create an oasis that dries up as soon as you're gone
You leave me here burning
in this desert without you
How stupid could I be
A simpleton can see
That you're no good for me
But you're the only one I see
Everything changes everything falls apart
I can't stop to feel myself losing control
In the deep of my senses i know
How stupid could I be
A simpleton can see
That you're no good for me
But you're the only one I see
Mood: Depressed
Music: none........ not for long though.
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why...
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September 01, 2008, 10:04:pm
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do bad things happen
to good people?
im not talking just about myself.
i don't consider myself "good"
its happening to my friends.
things happen and kill them.
i don't like people getting hurt.
i'm one of the reasons shes getting hurt.
i introduced them.
and now.
hes not letting her go.
not after all hes done to her.
no matter how many times we both tell him to fuck off.
hes still hurting her.
Mood: no idea. hurt and angry i guess
Music: Bottom- Puddle of Mudd
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i got rid of alot.
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September 01, 2008, 12:06:am
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the past two days...
my mother and i have been tearing apart my room...
and deciding what we/i wanted to sell
and what we/i wanted to keep.
it is now almost
completely empty
except for you know..
mirror.
dresser.
book self.
desk
and computer.
but other then that nothing at all.
Mood: uhh hyper/happy?
Music: none........thats gotta change,
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