Well I got a hym membership today and me and Alex hit it for about an hour and a half. It felt sooo good to get back into the gym. Im going back with my cousin at 5am! Im going to get this weight back off!!! The day was pretty good it just sucks when you try to hang out with a friend but they cant stop hitting on you and asking you out. Really, I wish he would stop but he did pay $20 to work out with me but still.
I miss having someone to wake up to. I miss having cute messages left and knowing I meant something to someone. I miss feeling loved and cared about. It sucks right now but surely it will happen again.
It’s Mother’s Day and let me just give a little rant. I think my sister is a complete and utter failure as a parent. Her oldest son Espn, yea that’s his name, has ADHD, ODD(Oppositional Defiant Disorder), and is autistic. Now for some you may just think that ODD is a bunch of bullcrap that can be cured with a nice dose of ass whooping. But let me just tell you about the incident just last night. Incident number 1) his sister jumped out of the bushes at him so he chased her grunting and grabbed her by her hair and went to slam her head into the concrete. Incident 2) all the kids were playing basketball with my uncle and he put his hand in the basket so the ball popped out so Espn jumped onto the basketball pole and started shaking it till it almost fell on my Uncles truck then threw a toddlers toy slide and then the baby’s bike into the pool and then stormed off screaming at the top of his lungs. To make it worse there were signs he was about to explode and my mom kept telling her she better go calm him down but she didn’t want to get up. The child has problems. His birth father beat the crap out of him and my sister admitted to helping cover the bruises. He needs help, he needs counseling because he is going to end up in prison. Our cousin managed to get him free medical coverage to MHMR here in town all she has to do is take him. She wont do it. She wants him fixed, cries and whines about it and oh give me sympathy but she wont actually DO anything. I think shes a crappy mom and really needs a reality check.
In other news my little sister is pregnant again...something i really want to be happy about its just that this is her 2nd baby and she doesnt even have a GED or full time job, but my prayers are with her.
I started my new job Monday at an early learning center. At first I thought it was just a fancy name for a day care, oh no, I actually have to teach. This sucks because I was suppose to have 6 to 12month olds but because another girl was late I got her class and now I’m stuck with them while she gets the babies. It ticked me off, why should I get punished for being responsible? So no I have 5 kids around 2years old and well they’re growing on me. This next week we will be learning about the ocean and all its creatures. I think I may buy us a pet for the next two weeks I think beta fish are pretty simple to take care of so I may look into that. I may even bring in a turtle. I’ll just have to see. I’m also working on teaching counting to five in English, Spanish, and German. We are doing colors and next week I’ll introduce them in Spanish and German. As well as doing sea creatures in English, Spanish, and German. I’m hoping my director will be getting the “My Baby Can Read” program in soon so that I can start that. I’m kind of excited about my new job.
Jesus rocks