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TheMoth's Journal
Alchemy
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Gaia :]
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November 18, 2008, 01:01:am
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I FREAKIN LOVE GAIA! AHHH!
today, i tootally went crazy and like, toootally bought meself new items ^_^
w00t w00t!
haha
my avatar:
Mood: Happy ^_^
Music: Monsoon - Tokio Hotel ♥
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self defense :]
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November 13, 2008, 12:21:am
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well...
thanks to amy [aldehyde] i have a self defense weapon :]
she sent me an s shaped needle that i made into a necklace together with a cross, that looks quite fashionable  , so that if i would ever be in danger (as in some one would try to snatch me or something of that sort) i could defend myself :]
yeah.. im pretty paranoid these days.
good thing my ex boyfriend was on the bus today, and good thing that jerk wasnt 
woo, i feel alot better now.
this is what my needle looks like :]
yeah...
i know it's dangerous but i wouldnt use it unless the circumstance would call for it.
UNLESS, i get myself a personal body guard, lulz.
Mood: okay
Music: The Feeding - Psyclon Nine
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i am so scared...
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November 10, 2008, 08:04:pm
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seriously. im crying like crazy......
i got off the bus and so did this man.
he started inquiring about my belt(the usual bondage belt with the rings etc)
he asked where i got it etc, i told him. i thought he would go away but he didnt. he asked if i was single, asked if i wanted his number, if i had tattoos and if i liked sex. and when i told him it wasnt an appropriate question to ask a stranger and he said "why not? you do it on the internet" and im like, nooo, i dont answer those kinds of questions on the internet, and he said he didnt believe me.
i crossed the street as fast i could, i got even more and more scared, i got to my bus stop and there was this nice big black man, and i was already breathing heavily, and i told him all about what happened, and he said for me to let him know who this man was if he got any where near and that he would make him wish he never talked to me(essentially). i felt safe next to this man, he was nice and told me to let him know if the man was on the bus. thankfully he wasnt.
i was scared that this man would follow me home... and i looked around the bus and he wasnt on. im so scared.. im crying.. for the first time in my life i feel so unsafe...
i feel so stupid and nieve for telling this man my name and age and trying to be nice.. YES I KNOW IM STUPID. but if he finds me online im reporting him to the webmasters.
due to my unsafeness at the moment im going to be way more cautious.. like that nice man told me at the bus stop, you learn from your experiences, something i've always believed...
but im still so scared.... im still bawling... i need a male family figure......
Mood: scared
Music: none
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The Happiest I Have EVER Been
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November 05, 2008, 02:49:am
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 Today i worked the polls. i dont think i have found this much delight in anything at all. i love making layouts, photoshopping, and now, i have found i love politics. there were interesting people, i made sure EVERY ONE got an "i voted" sticker, i was soooo into it. i love the american system and as i understand it deeper i just fall in love with politics more and more.
i am so so so so so HAPPY that obama won. i voted early. it was expected that americans change opinions, the republicans couldnt rid themselves of the shadow of bush, and i think that should shake them into some reconsiderations about some of their policies.
never ever ever! have i seen people come TOGETHER for the same cause. whether it be to vote for mccain or obama, every one was rooting for change, which is enough for me. it made me wanna tear up a few times, politics is to me as religion is to others. i just love this. old people voting for the first time, regulars, young ones, every one. people that looked "upskale" and granpies in their sandals socks jackets hats and grandchildren, all together to perform their civic duty.
simpply amazing.
i am looking forward to the future, it no longer looks dismal. although our foreign relations might suffer, i feel that to fix the outside we must work from the inside and make our way out, and this is the beginnning. a new shaping of the american ideal and outlook. a new wave of political ideals and outlooks and possibly the minorization of racism, but that's up to obama to shape in his approaching years as chief executive.
i am just.. happy.
go obama, go voting! go america :]
Mood: happiest ever.
Music: Rod Stewart - Do Ya Think Im Sexy
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A Poem
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October 27, 2008, 02:47:am
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(inspired by.. you might know who you are :])
For That One
Ocean blue eyes and a candle-lit gaze
bodies swooning in a love induced haze
hands groping, bodies jolting, meaningful gazes and..
unrepentant impulsive sighs, quivering thighs
emotional highs...
calm ocean blue eyes, facing midnight skies, loving embraces
cool winter night breeze, hearts at ease..
eyes closed and asleep, bodies moist with midnight mist,
lovers kissed...
bwuahaha :]
havent written a poem in a long ass time. thanks for the inspiration 
Mood: Happy
Music: Never Had No One Ever - The Smiths ♥
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