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TheCryingChild's Journal
Walking The Golden Spiral
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To Facilitate
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August 08, 2008, 03:24:pm
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Their has been a thought that has had me worried as of late.I'm smarter then almost everyone that I know,but almost everyone I know has more desire in their pinky then I have in my whole body.I still wish to go on,but lately it seems just for My Intellects sake.I say to my Self "I don't have it all Figured out yet".Understanding has always pushed me forward in life.It's My insatiable Curiosity That leads me ever onward on My Golden Spiral,but as of late it dosen't seem to be enough.I need an Instrument,but for the first time in my life not one to work my will,but one to work my heart.I feel that I've lost something,that there is a hole in my Soul.I don't seem to be growing or moving.If I have to tend to my "Feelings" to continue My work then so be it.
γνῶθι σεαυτόν
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Rhythm of the unfelt
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May 16, 2008, 03:57:am
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They say The Brain can feel pain everywhere in the body except its self.Then whats a headache?The Soul;Like the brain can not feel it's self;But we Know heartache Has nothing to do with the heart.I read once That a room full of people were asked if they were happy.Out of those that said yes they were then asked to "point to it".
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The Breaker of Man
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March 19, 2008, 12:40:am
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I've walked a long road in my short life;I've seen People Griped in In there Karma,wrapped in there Madness and shrouded
in there delusion,in short Ive seen Sadness.Yes,to be sad it is truly a unifying experience.No Man,Woman or Child has escaped This Feeling.But where dose it come from?where do any of our feelings come from for that matter? These are the questions that I hold closest to my heart.So how do we begin to understand these questions if we cant answer these questions about something so common as sadness.Dose anyone think that there are reasons to be sad?I do not,I look back back on my life to the saddest days of my life and i am horrified to know That I was not really sad at all.It all gos back to the death of my mother I think.When she died I don't think i Felt any thing like sadness for years I was so Emotionally stunted that 10 years later i can count the times I've cried on one hand.So why the name? The Crying Child,What dose that mean to me?I've honestly Never thought about the Name till Very Recently.I am not a child and I am not Crying,so why keep the name?What dose It mean to me?I think It Reminds me of a time when I Could Cry and when I was a Child.I don't Know if I Feel anymore?I Feel like a man with frostbite of the feet contemplating walking on fire to see if he feels It.I can understand my motives and My Feeling I know what Moves My soul some of the times not as much as I want but more then I need.This road keeps calling and I keep putting one foot in front of the other.
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