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My Life, My Thoughts, My Everything

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July 14, 2012, 10:05:pm

Very long day, and have had a very good day to think. My life full of pain and misery. Starting out from a child and growing up slowly and slowly enduring more pain. Some days, i wanna be happy and forget about everything...others i just want to curl up in a ball and tear my heart out. maybe jump off a ledge. but today...today was weird...it wasnt any of those. today was a day of just pure thinking...about where my life is and what i want to happen in it. do u know? no, because i cant tell the future. thinking about all the abuse i suffered as a kid tears and eats at me every now and then. maybe thats why im a metalhead. its a great way to let out all the anger and aggression building up inside. lord knows i have a lot. some days i burst and attack anyone on sight others i wanna hug anyone. but yeah...im glad today happened. if only i had more of them...(to be contined)
Mood: Thoughtful
Music: Metal

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