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Siyas's Journal
.A.Girl's.Notes.
Forget the time you have right now, The world doesn't stop for you. Forget what you see in the picture of life, The colors will never go together. Forget what you think you know of feelings, It's a manipulation of the untamed mind. Forget everything you've ever known. This is a lie.
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Harry Potter.
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July 26, 2008, 08:01:am
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I've been on a crazy lately, I'm thinking about starting a fanfic. unfortunately, Microsoft word wont work.
An american rebel transfers from a wizardry school in America, after being kicked out for her behavior of course. Lots of humor and very little romance, Not exactly wands and broom sticks, based off of the Pagan Religion.
Mood: NIYAH!!
Music: HP - Theme Song.
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If The Definition Of Beauty Gets Any Thinner,
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June 26, 2008, 04:12:pm
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[Fuck The Media.]
No one will be able to fit.
I was looking through some quotes my friend sent me on MySpace and this one caught my attention.
I have my own image problems, and I was wondering what others think about beauty.
Does a girl have to be a runway supermodel to be beautiful or even pretty?
Must guys have that built body and beach tan to feel good about themselves?
Are average to above average people still human? And the people with physical and mental disorders, are they?
I believe everyone can improve themselves, not by getting skinner, not by gaining weight. I think being able to call yourself beautiful isn't thinking your complexion is better than the next person, but accepting your faults and your scars and your messed up symmetry, and just letting your body be the way if feels best.
Mood: Agitated
Music: Hidden Behind The Lines - Modern Day Escape
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Roleplay Much?
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June 26, 2008, 03:24:pm
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Carpathia Castle - Enter
If you enjoy vampire role playing check this place out.
Mood: Ugh.
Music: Slutgarden - Marilyn Manson
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Becoming Not So Interesting...
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June 25, 2008, 06:19:am
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I get really irritated that I comment and view others more than I am viewed and commented. Or worse when all I get is, a thanks. I know that people check out your page if you're active and whatnot but there's not all that much to do on VF but wait for FTMS to add some more clothing or check out bands. Something needs to happen here that could make not as enthused members want to log on more.
Mood: Tired, Hurting, Irritated.
Music: Hidden Behind The Lines - Modern Day Escape
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I don't even know what to do anymore. I irritate him more and more every time I see him. He hates it when I say I'm sorry. I've apologized my entire life, he can't expect me to break the habit in one night. I try to stop myself before I do some thing I won't be to proud about later. But some how I always fail. I wish I could be perfect for him.
Mood: Sad.
Music: Within Temptation - See Who I Am
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The Only Drug.
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April 30, 2008, 10:31:pm
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The sick addiction rushes through your veins.
Every time you see it you bend to the power of desire.
All there is is the burning liquid washing over you.
Nothing can relieve it but the intoxicating scent of the drug.
You wont dare to break it or forget, can't forget.
She touches you with the silk she is and ripples of the familiar bliss take you again.
She's your obsession, the one you need to live.
The radiant blue shine of her eyes demand your attention.
You obey the soft angelic sound of her voice, already controlling every inch of your world.
The world made of her.
The taste of her sugar is the only one you know.
Nothing else is real, never will be real without her.
The drug you need to live.
Mood: Meh.
Music: The River - Good Charlotte/Avenged Sevenfold
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Forget.
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April 30, 2008, 10:30:pm
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Forget the time you have right now,
The world doesn't stop for you.
Forget what you see in the picture of life,
The colors will never go together.
Forget what you think you know of feelings,
It's a manipulation of the untamed mind.
Forget everything you've ever known.
This world is a lie.
Mood: Ehh...Okay.
Music: Pepper - Butthole Surfers
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You Will Never Understand.
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February 03, 2008, 12:08:am
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Fire, Water, Earth, and Wind,
Let this sacred chant begin.
There are four element's of the land,
But you will never understand.
I have always lived my life this way,
There is nothing you can do or say.
I will always be just what I am,
But you will never understand.
Drawing out this five point star,
No one knows just where we are,
We stand together, hand in hand,
But you will never understand.
Mood: Coming Close To Irritated.
Music: Last Train - Lostprophets
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