So the likes on my profile for modelling has totally exploded!
I'm nearly at 300, I've had a shit ton of new offers and shoots come through.
Here is a run down;
As soon as I get my dreads I am having what sounds like one of the most exciting shoots in my life ever. It's currently top secret, as I don't want any copycats. It's erotica, fetish work and will look sexy as hell.
I'm being repped by a brand after they've given me some of their goods, literally I just have to tag them in photos of me wearing the merchandise on my model page and I will get free things!
My Fiancee's band is using me as their ep model, the shoot sounds lovely and horrorgoth already. Having an outfit made for me specially for it.
A lady is now making corsets for me personally as I have an extreme waist to hip and boob ratio, I get a massive discount for advertising them on my model page.
Also an extremely well known shoe brand wants me to tag them in my new birthday boot photos once I get them, more publicity for the both of us!
I am also myself planning a shoot for alternative ladies, only the best need apply.
Another band wants me to be the model of a compilation album, which will be seen and sent around the world. Now that right there, is pretty fucking cool.
So all this should show the haters who the real deal is
I've had my cat Bub for most of my life, I'm 21 and she's 17 or 18. I adore her, she's beautiful, she's my baby.
She is dying, basically. She has tumours in her mouth and throat, she finds it difficult to eat now. The skin on one side of her mouth looks like its splitting. She has tablets for infections in the tumour that have gone, and capsules for the pain. However she isn't eating much anymore. She hasn't been for a wee or a poo for ages, she only goes when we put her in the basket to go to the vets.
The vets said she wouldn't last longer than 6 weeks, it's now 8 weeks and I think she's getting near her time to go. I don't like seeing her in pain, she still purrs and sits on me, but then she sits and stares at the floor and looks sad
Today she came in my room with loads of drool hanging out her mouth again, only this time there was loads of blood in it too, she seemed sluggish and upset.
My mum thinks we should get two kittens for me to help cope with Bub's passing, but I feel like I'm replacing her, what if I don't love them the same?
We have a place in the garden ready for her to be buried, but I don't know if I'll be able to handle it, she's like my baby please help me, I cry a lot because I don't want her to leave me, but then I don't like seeing her sad. <3
