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Saint_Syn's Journal
Trojan Horse for Modern America
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IF YOU LIVE IN TENNESSEE~!~!
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March 09, 2008, 03:44:pm
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For anyone who lives in the Middle Tennessee or northern Alabama area. Im working at a shop here in Lawrenceburg Tn called Cradle of Ink You should drop by for some work, request me and tell me you saw me on vf ill give you a discount!
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In the blink of an eye
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February 16, 2008, 12:25:pm
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split second
the tick heard round the world
you are dead
now what
you lived your life in servitude to perceived obligations
leaving no time for self
youve lost all you worked so hard to create
now separated from time itself you get to watch it all crumble and fall to the ground.
razed like the kingdoms of old
what did you build while you were here
a stockpile of cash that you can watch your child spend frivolously
I large house that in 50 years is going to be antiquated and falling to peices
or relationships with people that will never forget you. That will tell people how great a person you were selfless and loving.
Memories that you can relive now that you are not bound to a form.
That is what i hope to make, a kingdom of the boundless, the enlightened, the hopeless turned crusader, not a new religion. In fact a society without a religion.
A new world order without reasons so petty as who's right to war and kill each other over.
We each are right, and true in our own mind.
For perception is truly reality
We create the world we see by being preprogrammed to believe
when will we break free
from this revolving tragedy?
a life cycle of sorrow
that follows the stream of human consciousness.
This is not how we have to be
religion takes the blame from us and places it on eve
the only sin i see is the guilt you carry
they make god in their own image
to force their thoughts on us
to mold us into carbon copies
of what they think to be right.
In the blink of an eye...
you could die
then what do you leave behind?
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why?
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December 05, 2007, 06:49:pm
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why am i stuck in this rut. theres seemingly no way out of it. Im tired of being alone, maybe my standards are too high maybe (like every other male on the planet) i should just go for the skin deep beauty. Is woman of intelligence poise and grace too much to ask am i being unrealistic my mind tells me to get some liqour and get as fucked as possible cause theres no uppers to be had. Id kill for the old group and some cocaine right now. Subsances, like trying to put a round peg in a square hole. but at least it makes me forget about this pain for a while. I need to leave, to escape AGAIN. I need to run for my life my sanity and myself but im trapped bound by obligations to people and things. I wish it would all fall apart, tyler durden style. where's your god now christans? where is he when im feeling like this like everything is beyond my control you know where? in your head. in the void that consumes us all. Humans hollow and hung on meritriciousness. why is this world so lost by the darkness it creates. Im feeling like Im due for a miracle but theres not one on its way. Im out of the army I thought id be happy but at least there I had Arturo to blow steam off to at least i had money to go and do and stay occupuied. i miss the family i lost even though she made me miserable i still had someone to hold and hold me. this is a lost cause.
I am the patron saint of lost causes
I am Judas
I am Sin itself
I am chaos.
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