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Red_February's Journal
A cry in the dark
I say what I want and what I feel. You'll get over it.
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Alive
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August 30, 2008, 01:31:am
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I just posted this big fucking journal but FUCKING VF FUCKED UP.
It was epic, I vented a whole lot about my shit and everything and I talked about all the shit that had happened over the past year. FUCKING FUCK!!!
ARrrgh.
Okay, long story short:
turned 20, got bladder infection for my birthday, which was balls.
New step mum has cancer. Yaaay. Not. I don't like her but I certainly didn't wish cancer upon her.
My old school friends are dicks who only ever talk to me when they want to bitch about their lives, except for Peta who just makes up dumb excuses to avoid telling me that she doesn't like me. Fuck them and fuck her. I got very sick of her telling me how to run my life anyways.
Mood: Fucked off.
Music: Emilie Autumn
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2007
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December 30, 2007, 09:20:pm
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So I do this every year, but here is my evaluation of 2007! I can't believe it's New Years Eve already. I'm very excited to start 2008 - my TAFE course will start and I am super pumped about that. Who knows what this year will bring?
OKAY!!
..:: 2007 ::..
Top Ten Events of the year! (Chronological)
1. My first birthday and valentines with Jesse
2. Going up to Bundy in April with Jesse
3. First year anniversary!!
4. Getting a job after a 3 month gap!
5. Mum visiting
6. Taking Josh to a strip club for his 18th (and him being too mesmerisied by pussy to notice the stripper talking to him! XD)
7. Our in Tasmania and seeing GG and Matticus
8. BBQ and Veronica's house - so much fun!
9. Moshing with Jesse and Mark
10. Jesse's birthday celebrations
special mentions: Christmas with Jesse, Clubbing, Ben's visit
Worst Ten Events of the year (Chronological)
1. Taking my nipple piercing out :'(
2. House invasion by homeless friends
3. Being 3 months without work (or pay)
4. Random bouts of depression that started in May and sprung up every month or so
5. Having our holiday fucked up by Jesse's work
6. Candy dying
7. Fucking my foot up the day before our holiday
8. Arguements about study and moving
9. Stress of finding work again (and again, and again)
10. Finding out Nan has dementia
Top Ten Songs that got me through the year!
1. Shadow over substance - Ghost of Lemora
2. La Fol Amour - Ghost of Lemora
3. Reaching for the ground - Ghost of Lemora
4. Down in the park - Girls Under Glass
5. In the darkness - Girls Under Glass
6. Over and Done - Deine Laikaien
7. Dialectic - Deine Laikaien
8. The Highest Cost - Son of Rust
9. Ghost Land - Bella Morte
10. Haunted - Bella Morte
Special Mentions: Cruelty by Android Lust, Nemo by Nightwish, Love Controlled Despair by Poisonblack... heaps of others!
Top Ten Albums of my year!
1. April Skies - Deine Laikaien
2. White Lies - Deine Laikaien
3. Reach for the ground - Ghost of Lemora
4. Nightmares - Girls Under Glass
5. Zyklus - Girls Under Glass
6. Bleed the Gray Skies Black - Bella Morte
7. Buried Again - Dreadful Shadows
8. Lead or Follow - Ink
9. Enternaught - The Cruxshadows
10. Freak Perfume - Diary of Dreams
Special Mentions: All the other Bella Morte Albums, Lacuna Coil, Nightwish, London After Midnight
I haven't seen enough movies to do a top ten, but I will mention movies I liked this year. This isn't just movies I've seen in the theatre, but also ones I really liked watching at home:
1. Resident Evil 3
2. Aeon Flux
3. Equilibrium
4. Pan's Labyrinth
5. 1408
Top ten people of the year!!!
1. Jesse
2. Mark
3. Veronica
4. Jason
5. Mum
6. Bex
7. Ari
8. Christel
9. Adi
10. John
Special mentions: Just about everyone who has ever been there for me...
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!!! BRING ON 2008!!!
Mood: excited
Music: Dreadful Shadows
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Update-ness
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October 28, 2007, 12:29:am
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Soo I haven't really updated in a while.
Jesse and I are still going strong, he makes me so happy ^^
I've applied to do the Diploma of Graphic Design for Print Production next year, I'm really hoping to get in. I got a gorgeous new tablet, I love my WACOM so much!
My bro is living with us now, which is... yeah I'm surviving.
My hair is pink and black and blonde right now - when I used the black dye my whole face swelled up, it was pretty grody. I tried on an old shirt today and it was depressingly small. I really need to lose weight and as soon as I get paid from my new job (yaay!) I'm buying an exercise bike. I've also got some weights that I work with a little.
I reaaaally need a new piercing. Jesse and I have also been talking about tattoos a lot and I think I'm going to get a little spectrum of colours first to make sure that I don't get reactions from the ink ( and if I do, I'll be able to tell which colours cause what reactions )
Damn allergies!!
Mood: It's too hot here!! :'(
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