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RazorsXEdge's Journal
My life is bitchin =/
Just read and comment >_>
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Sleep my Love [Written Myself]
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June 03, 2008, 04:05:pm
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I wrote this one for a special person, Gabe i heart you!
Lay your head upon your pillow
The day has been difficult and tiring
For you are weary and exhausted
Close your eyes and softly sleep
Dream the dreams of the angels
Filled with beauty and with love
Visions of a place that is far away
Of a future filled with happiness
Enjoy the glorious feelings of love
Cocooned in your lovers arms
Holding you safe from all harm
Raising you up to the heavens
Welcome my love into your heart
As my lips kiss yours so tenderly
Let your soul sigh contentedly
My passionate love envelops you
When you awaken in the morning
Let the rainbow of life thrill you
As you think of your lover far away
Know that she is dreaming of you
Mood: Happy
Music: Ravenface
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Just a something i wrote : Heartaches & Heatbreaks
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May 30, 2008, 01:16:pm
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You know i love you,
and i know you love me,
yet i know this is hurting
But i'm to stubborn to set you free..
Can't let go,
I just.. won't
You said you'd always love me
I stole you away from a guy you loved
Choosing me,
Are you sure you don't regret it?
Still having feelings for that guy,
Never thought it'd hit you in the face,
We're both suffering...
This issue is eating at my heart,
I've never been good at long distant relationships,
And i never will be,
I'll always need someone to hold me,
You still love the guy, and i can't take this
IT'S EATING AT MY HEART!
I'm not going to force you to make choices,
But i got to get this off my chest,
Who will you choose?
Don't leave me in the dark
I want to stay a memory in your heart
I can't take no more of the hurt
Release me from my misery,
Tell me now, because me head is messing with me..
Mood: Confused
Music: Sugarcult
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Not Meant To Be.. (wrote it myself)
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May 02, 2008, 10:52:am
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I wrote a song about the breakup of today
When it all ends
When one of two heartbeats die
You know something's gone wrong..
Go through every single thing
Where you try to figure out how it went wrong
But you can't find it
You just think of the good things
Blinded by what your heart felt
Deafened by the words she told you
Senseless by the way she touched you
Cold,dirty and clouded...
You sit down
Place your hands on the side of your head
Trying not to cry
Yet you know you can't stop it from coming
Tears pour like rivers
Like a stream
They crash on the table
Soon they'll start to form a puddle
A puddle made of tears
Tears you cry for the memories
And how you wish you could turn it all back around
If you could you'd just rather rip out your eyes
Or find a way not to cry
Because it just hurts that damn much
Realizing, you were never meant to be...
Mood: Less Sad
Music: Bittersweet Symphony - The Verve
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It's over and done..
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May 02, 2008, 09:07:am
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I've never been good at relationships... at least not long ones. Today marks the end of yet another relation.
First time i laid my eyes on her, i had fallen in love like that, and we easily got through that first month and then somewhere in march during holiday we went to Disneyland which was great fun, never felt happier at that point. Then we went to Switzerland for a week, and that's when things changed, and i think it's because we were near each other for a week straight which lead to tense moments, and unlucky enough our first fight. I cried my eyes out when we had the fight, and it wouldn't be the first time we'd have a fight, they just got worse, and more frequent, we just changed a lot, it didn't feel like the first time we saw each other... and now I'm just sitting here clueless, helpless and again in tears..
Mood: Sad
Music: Hear You Me - Jimmy Eat World
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There's no meaning of life..
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March 11, 2008, 02:48:pm
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Accept me the way I am.
I'm sick of being what you want,
I'm sick of being someone else.
Stop rejecting me.
Don't try to make me change,
Cuz I won't.
Life is pain,
Pain is life.
Death is all what I want.
Why am I here?
I wish I didn't exist.
Knife is my only friend,
It goes through my wrist,
Blood pours,
But no one cares.
Theres tears on my face,
Theres a broken heart inside me.
Can't you see?
I'm broken.
Can't you see how much I'm screwed up?
I've never wanted you to see the dark side of me.
I hear voices.
Why are the laughing?
No they're crying.
Finally I'm DEAD
Mood: Destructive
Music: Emo
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Insignificant
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March 03, 2008, 11:08:am
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Once a month , sometimes even more, i get really down, for reasons i don't even get them. Be it, being sad, lonely, or just the little things. Today is one of them, i feel insignificant like I'm just some person on this whole earth that doesn't mean shit. And i get the feeling i don't even matter to anything, or anyone. All i need i some affection, a hug, a good talk with someone. Usually my music helps, today it's not doing it for me, which is strange because it always helps, just not today. I feel so alone
Mood: Alone, Depressed
Music: On My Own - Three Days Grace
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Shit School
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March 02, 2008, 05:42:pm
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Can't even wear my coat like thingie, without getting shouted at me :/ it's like a red vest with Devil Horns on the hood, and i can use it to connect an mp3 or Ipod or W/e to. Seems all the reactions i get is like HAHA! or look over there, annoys the shit out of me
Mood: Sleepy,Annoyed
Music: Metal : Cradle of Filth
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