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Give me a reason not to cry.

May 28, 2008, 06:10:pm

I want to wait for you forever, but will you for meh too?
cant say i blame you if thts a no...srry for me being a burden and srry im being mean to you but its just because im frustrated with jealusy and wat not...srri.

Mood: jealous and impatient and used
Music: stripped-stg

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May 28, 2008, 06:00:pm

I hate being used...i hate being called a lier...i hate being hated. now i relized i believe i should be hated. but i still hate being used....think im too nice to tell. i hate being jealous...i hate it. i hurts but just comes uninvited like always. it makes meh a horrible person. i dont deserve to go to my special place but somewhere worse...never die my love..live strong....for me.

Mood: used and jealous
Music: dont cry out-shiny toy guns

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think about it

May 25, 2008, 03:07:pm

ever want to kiss him/her so badly u fantasize? just a random question...ik. gosh, love can be so...life controlling. love the feeling bitch. ~peace out~

Mood: thouhtful and bored
Music: 3s & 7s-Qeens of the Stone Age

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May 25, 2008, 01:47:pm

ever wonder why youre here? the world is going to end one day, there's so much pain, people are mean (and im sad to say im included). does whoeva owns this big green and blue sphere relize how much torment they cause...giving us the minds to insist on polluting this place. we r slowly killing ourselves thinking we r improving. im just telling the truth. sumtimes i wonder if its right t stay here wen we all contribute to our very demise. my main fear is to lose him. i watch this one video over and over contemplating on if im going to stop crying over it. i dont wish for anyone to die no matter how much i dislike tem. watching a girl lose the one she loves in a car accident saddens meh. she sees into the future and sees him...she asks if hes ever thought about that future and if so what he saw...he saw her and asked wat she saw...she didnt answer, smiled, and got out of the car. later that day he got in a car crash and died. she the next day ran to his grave by the road and answered his last quetion..the last thig he said to her....and she replied "i saw you" tears streaming down herface.that made me feel miserable knowing i never wanted to lose the one i love like that.

Mood: thoughtful and miserable
Music: what hurts the most-Rascal Flatts

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