things are going well. getting a lot done around the house garden wise. i really do want to spend the day at the lake though, however, i seem to find that people always have excuses as to why they can't go, or when we get there, they want to do other things. that will be one thing i will be glad about when i finally am able to get my license, so i can drive alone (the rule where i live is if you have a permit, you must have someone in the car who is licensed and over 21). then i will be able to come and go as i please without stipulation, or having to have a tag-a-long who ruins the trip. i guess i am looking for freedom one might say. but i will find it eventually. hopefully. i haven't given up hope yet. now one person i do miss spending time with is my friend lee. me, him, and our friend susan were all very close, but like normal, he got a girlfriend who now runs his life, and he plays chauffeur for 24/7 thus he now complains that he never has time to do anything with his friends. okay, so do something about it. your really going to let someone run your life? poor man. it almost reminds me of one of our neighbors. he has a gf that none of us in the area care for. she treats the poor man like shit, curses him, and everything, and yet he lays down and takes it. really?? i would never take that off anyone. i hope he gets his priorities straight in time. she's using him for a place to stay, and he now complains that he can't get rid of her. my suggestion: get all your sets of car keys that she has access too (she's constantly taking off in his vehicles without his permission), go to the courthouse, explain that this woman is an abuse recovering addict, get an eviction notice, then get an emergency protective order. your not going to have a life if she stays there, and you do have that power to do something about the situation your in rather then sitting on the porch in embarrassment, looking like you got whooped because she stood and yelled foul language at you for no reason. you do deserve better than that. nuff said.
i have to make a point here. sorry to who all it offends, but i have been accused of something i really didn't do, and i want to make a note of it here. first of all, i will call you S, and leave it at that. you accused me vandalizing your husbands sign. well up yours... and not in that direct order either. i never touched that sign. and you say you can prove i did it? well, i'd like to see you prove something i didn't do, and that picture you posted of the vandalized sign doesn't prove i did it. i didn't, and that is that. now, you call telling the truth slander, and think it is funny to impersonate me on a forum that i would never use my real name on, and i have to say you really strike me as a complete assclown. you can't even admit you screwed people over. i got to tell you that they are not happy about it, and its not slander for people to admit what you all did to them. please point the fingers elsewhere...
so, i got a woman impersonating me on a website, and i am supposed to be the one with the problem? bitch look, i am sorry, but you know what your husband did to the my neighbors yard. you know damn good and well he destroyed her yard, and it's all on the damn camera which i have. you also know he tried to screw her over by rigging up the price just like he did several of his other customers by several thousands of dollars. i don't apologize if it offends you that i let people know you people are, and if your offended because other customers are stepping forward about what you did to them, then i don't give a rats ass. oh, and for the record, i am not on welfare. i do not live in the apartments. i might not be the customer, but i know what you all did. defend it all you want, and kiss your own ass. you did wrong. you and your husband both took advantage of an old woman. ah, which reminds me. you did come by 3 times swearing up and down that we were the ones who vandalized your sign. first off, no we did not, and even though you say you have proof, i'd like to see you pull that out of your ass because it never happened. not to mention, you also said you could press slander charges on us. you know what slander means my dear? slander means your knowingly lying. i'm not lying if i was there, and i have pictures now am i? or about the fact that i have it on video of your husband both destroying the ladies yard, and taking the sign down in the process. it's not a lie. i know it all to be true. you forget, i have evidence, but still, your trying to post as me on a website. get yourself some help. i think you need it.
ah. so i spoke to the person i had been volunteering for, and she does in fact ( i already knew this) have someone volunteering for her. she says it's because the girl is free help. well, i hope she enjoys getting screwed over (the girl). people do eventually get tired of working for free. i know this. you know this. my cousin and i were talking about this, and she is right. i guess the girl thought i wouldn't catch on, but i knew someone had been volunteering in the store, and i knew who it was. the girl admitted it to me last week that she had been in there helping. thing is, she is moving may, and i don't think i will return to help again if asked.
you ever get that strange feeling your being put last or used at someone else's convenience? i sort of feel this way right now. see, i am suppose to be helping a friend at her consignment shop, but it seems that one of the other girls she knows has been coming in the last week instead (i worked 2 of the days, and the friend and her hubby are in the process of moving, so she's been volunteering her time at the shop). now, i am not jealous or anything, but i would like to know if i am really needed or not, or if i am just my friends last resort for help when she can't get anyone else to do it for free. i really feel that way. something that bothers me also is the fact that many times i have been working for her, the people i babysit for needed me as well, and weren't able to contact me until i got home from work (i missed about 5 days of helping them, and they do pay better). by the time i would get home for work, it would be too late to help them, so i missed that completely. i'm not happy with that because in all honesty, we all have things we need to take care of. the bills, etc. i gotta say, i really have felt as if sometimes my help really wasn't appreciated. i don't want to offend her, so i haven't really said anything, but i do feel as though i am being used as a last resort.
