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Just For You May 12, 2012, 08:59:pm
Here I am in front you! I'm on the floor crying for you!



Chorus: I'm crawling on the floor! Bleeding and screaming for more! More pain and more love from you! Why don't you just kill me some more?



Throw me against the wall again! I know that you are just itching to! So do it!



Chorus: I'm crawling on the floor! Bleeding and screaming for more! More pain and more love from you! Why don't you just kill me some more?



I'm on the bloody bloody floor! Bleeding just for you! Pouring blood seeping through my clothes! Just for you!



Chorus: I'm crawling on the floor! Bleeding and screaming for more! More pain and more love from you! Why don't you just kill me some more?



Just for you! For you will never know, how much shit you put me through!
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Death By Suicide May 12, 2012, 08:59:pm
[Beginning Interlude]

(I was told that my best friend died,

death by suicide. Tears bursted

out of my eyes, a big part of me

died inside. Within my chest,

my heart tore. Sheer agony like

I've never felt before, I couldn't

believe she's not here anymore.

Forever lost, forever gone.

Her memory still lives on. Inside

my heart is where it resides,

permanently locked inside. She

will still be there even after I die.)



Frantically searching for relief, from misery that seems inescapable.

Your aching heart screams for understanding, pleading to be released from all that you've kept hidden deep inside of you. Choking from the reality of all of the constant darkness of your despair, you panic anxiously looking for a way out as you blindly wander through the darkness of what you can no longer bear.



On our knees we beg of you, please don't take your own life. You're not alone. More people care than you may know. There are many others like us to discover. Lets band together and strive to survive with each other by our side. You are never truly alone. Just keep holding on. Never give up hope. Never let go.



Things in your life have been so bad for so long, that you have no belief that things will ever get better. You feel like you are all alone, but you are not. Constant rejection, deep depression. Mercilessly picked on, always having to defend yourself with no one else on your side. Always the blame, life at home is just the same. Everywhere is hell for you. Feeling like you don't matter, feeling like no one cares. We know these feelings all too well, because we've been there before so many times ourselves.



On our knees we beg of you, please don't take your own life. You're not alone. More people care than you may know. There are many others like us to discover. Lets band together and strive to survive with each other by our side. You are never truly alone. Just keep holding on. Never give up hope. Never let go.



You are feeling terrified and lifeless inside. Desperate to eliminate the agonizing pain swallowing you more and more with each passing day, letting life tempt you to an easy way out. Not realizing how important you really are to the people who are blessed enough to have you in their life, or how traumatizing of a loss that you truly would be.



On our knees we beg of you, please don't take your own life. You're not alone. More people care than you may know. There are many others like us to discover. Lets band together and strive to survive with each other by our side. You are never truly alone. Just keep holding on. Never give up hope. Never let go.



Life can be poisonous, but only if you allow it. Don't let life be your poison, never resort to suicide. Trust me when I say that your long suffering won't be for nothing. It's for a greater purpose that in time you will find. Just keep holding on and do your best to remain strong. Eventually things will get better and you will definitely prosper.
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Falling May 12, 2012, 08:58:pm
I just keep on falling. I just keep on falling. I just keep on falling. Down, down, down, oh. Down, down, down, oh.



I don't seem to see where I'm going. I'm falling. Free falling. I can't seem to stand my ground. I don't want to keep falling down.



I just keep on falling. I just keep on falling. I just keep on falling. Down, down, down, oh. Down, down, down, oh.



I can't find myself, I feel as if I am going insane. I don't want to keep feeling this way, I'm tired of the lies and the pain. I need clarity, for the sake of my sanity.



I just keep on falling. I just keep on falling. I just keep on falling. Down, down, down, oh. Down, down, down, oh.



I am trying hold on. I am losing all control. The rage bred from all the pain inside of me is taking it's toll. I need someone to break my fall. I can't survive this reality on my own.



I just keep on falling. I just keep on falling. I just keep on falling. Down, down, down, oh. Down, down, down, oh.



I don't understand why I act this way. I don't understand a lot of things. Someone help me understand, why I have been tortured and suffering for so long. Why does it have to continue on?



I just keep on falling. I just keep on falling. I just keep on falling. Down, down, down, oh. Down, down, down, oh.



I just keep on falling. I just keep on falling. I just keep on falling. Down, down, down, oh. Down, down, down, oh.



Down.
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Karma May 04, 2012, 04:25:pm
Even though I have lost my baby and my home, you are the one that I feel sorry for, because you are the weak one without a heart. Your cruelty is only a mask and I know it!

You fed on me like a fucking parasite to make yourself feel strong and in control. You and I both know that you are nothing more than a worthless leach!

You murdered every part of me, made me feel as if you staked my heart with a dagger and twisted it in my chest.

How does it feel to be guilty for murder? How do you feel now that you have murdered me? I see it in your eyes and feel it in your cold words that you are proud. Why so proud you heartless lover?

I would gladly watch you burn as you slowly turned to ash!

You will get yours! The forces at work are too strong to deny! They will be your demise! Fall you will, it's only a matter of time my dear.

You have created nothing but bad karma for yourself. The bridges that you've been burning will come back to haunt you!

Karma is a big fat bitch and I love her!

In time you will realise what you left behind. Mark my words, you will desire me again, but your desires will be fruitless this time for I have been long gone since the moment you first fucked me over! I would never take you back, not for anything!

I am stronger now, despite all the foul things that you put me through! Never again will I be the victim of your lies!

I have risen, like a phoenix from it's ashes. I have been reborn!

A SONG I WROTE A FEW DAYS AGO.
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How Dare You April 21, 2012, 04:39:pm
I want to make you regret life since the moment you first talked to me!
You are my disease!
I want to take back all that you took from me, it's not yours to keep!
I want to claw your eyes out, for ever looking at and choosing me!
I want to peel off your lips of deceit, for kissing me!
I want to cut out your demon tongue, for feeding me your bullshit lies!
You are the one that I despise!
I want to saw your head off, for just being the sick fuck that you are!
I want to see you on your knees, begging and crying please!
I want to see you bleed, because of me!
I want to rip your hands off, for ever touching me!
I want to stake your cold heart out and put it in a blender,
for killing everything about me!
I want to hack off your filthy dick with a rusty axe, for using me!
I want to slice your balls off, for planting your defective seed!
I want to fucking kill you, for taking life from me!
Dismember your entire body!
Feed it all to the pigs!
Feed it all to the pigs!
Nothing will be left!
Nothing will be left!
How dare you murder me and fucking smile!
Now it's my turn to laugh fucker!

Song I wrote a week ago<3

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