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a tear filled laugh
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July 07, 2008, 05:23:am
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a tear filled laugh
such sweet sorrow
a smile and a sigh
as a hand runs over memory
choked to death at lack of hope
but no remorse
there was no last push
call it a reason
call it an excuse
this time there is no hate
no spite-driven text
no tear-inducing beg
all that is to be said is done
desperation is gone
relief took it's place
this time there is no promise to be made
just no one there
he will not be a cliché
they will not fit that profile
it was not the distance
just the distanced
then there it is
that tear filled laugh
shake your head in reminder
those odd peculiarities
such similarity
daunting erotisicm
mixed with tainted sweetness
mmm, memories so soft
cuddeling so coveted
promises shmomises
let the future take us where it does
ended up in a shady hotel
kissing in front of national art
thoughts that will always warm
remembering that brings no harm
he will always be that boy who never took the first step
she will always be the girl who pushed enough to spark a smile
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Funeral of my heart
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May 08, 2008, 04:03:am
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forever a tempest tossed shell
comfortable within here i dwell
no refuge for the wicked mind
but still a thought of words so kind
a shaddowed memory within my reach
there to be coveted, not there to teach
kisses of fire and kisses of ice
kisses before we payed that price
lead me into temptation, i am yours
bring me into you, my body implores
fate designed this hated machine
my soul is begging that it's just a dream
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there is no turning back now
we must face the truth
do what is right, ignore what is felt
as i wear black to the funeral of my heart
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jealous fright tearing at me
these streams of red, too blind to see
i played with death so now i face fate
what once brought smiles now brings hate
a thousand needles to prevent one dagger's pain
a lover is lost at nobody's gain
retribution or right, this is the end
abandon a heart that will never mend
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there is no turning back now
we must face the truth
do what is right, ignore that word love
as i wear black to the funeral of my heart
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