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To be Alone August 25, 2008, 07:51:pm
I grieve and dare not show my discontent,
I love and yet am forced to seem to hate,
I do, yet dare not say I ever meant,
I seem stark mute but inwardly to prate.
I am and not, I freeze and yet am burned.
Since from myself another self I turned.

My care is like my shadow in the sun,
Follows me flying, flies when I pursue it,
Stands and lies by me, doth what I have done.
His too familiar care doth make me rue it.
No means I find to rid him from my breast,
Till by the end of things it be supprest.

Some gentler passion slide into my mind,
For I am soft and made of melting snow;
Or be more cruel, love, and so be kind.
Let me or float or sink, be high or low.
Or let me live with some more sweet content,
Or die and so forget what love ere meant.



Mood: Wondering
Music: None
Do you pay attention? June 20, 2008, 09:36:pm
Do you pay attention? I bet there are plenty of you on my friends list that don't even read this. How about this, if this is reposted I'll leave you a pic comment. So let's see who will actually re-post this. This is to see who's paying attention. Copy and re-post in your own journal.

p.s.this really only works if your also on my friends list
Hurt June 06, 2008, 02:11:am

Twisted tales of lies
Cries of hurt
Unjust words spoken by the warmth breath of a deceived lover
Only to turn into a venomous snake
Spirits raised high above the clouds
Walking so free, so full of love on the whitness of the virgin clouds
Stepping until you reach the darkness of the clouds
Step, you plunge down
Traveling so fast,
lost of breath
Losing your sence of life
Spinning, twisting aimlessly
As all what you knew vanished

To much to handle
The force of speed plunging down,
like the knife that rips through your heart

You land, shattering like a porcelain doll, against the riged edges of the mountian tops.
Picking up the pieces of life
Only to begin another lonely day
in this endless world of broken hearts.

Mood: Sad
Anne's Last Words June 05, 2008, 06:52:pm
'Good Christian people, I have come here to die,according to the law, and thus yeld my self to the will of the king my lord,and if in my life i ever did offend the kings grace then surely with my death i do now atone i pray and beseech you all to pray for the life of the king my sovereign lord and yours who is one of the best princes on the face of the earth who has always treated me so well where for i submit to death with a good will humbly asking pardon form all the world and if anyone should take up my case i ask them only to judge it kindly. thus i take my leave of the world and of you and i heartily desire you to pray for me

Mood: Sad
Music: Damien Rice - 9 crimes
Makeing it work April 17, 2008, 06:19:am
You understand me
At least you say you do
Lately thats enough for me
Looking for perfect
Surrounded by artificial
You're the closest thing to real i've seen
Sure, everyone has their problems
Thats a given
Yours are the easiest to tolerate
This wasn't what we was wanting
How we're living
But let's take this good enough and turn it to great
Baby understand

This can only be as good as we both make it
Guess sometimes its gonna hurt
We can be as happy as we want to be
But we gotta make it work
We gotta make it work

Sometimes i love you
More than you'll ever know
Other times you get on my nerves
That's just reality
No, it can't always be
Kisses, hugs, and beautiful words
I was looking for my prince,
What i found

Is a pauper with potential
And no, i'm nowhere near perfect
But i'm around
And, time and patience is essential

Thick and thin,
The bad outweighs the good sometimes
That doesn't mean we're 'spose to give it up
My problems are yours,and yours are mine

Baby realize...
This can only be as good as we both make it

Our Love March 24, 2008, 12:19:am
The only aphrodisiac I need is your voice
Hearing you speak my name
Beckoning me to answer
Telling me you want me
So I tell you that you're the answer to every question I've ever had about love

Without words I use my tongue to tell the tale of us
Tracing your shadowscape
Kneeling before you my eyes feast upon your masculinity and
All its divinity and I praise you
Because all of that is for me

I begin to indulge myself of your delicacies
Digesting semi-sweet dark chocolate decadence as it melts
Dripping down my chin

Your taste is something Godiva couldn't re-create

Needing every atom of your anatomy
Necessity is placed upon me knowing you are the source of my serendipity
Dipping in and out of me stroking more than my consciesness
Subconsciously I find myself rewinding our love scenes
In my daydreams
Seeing that face you make when you're making me cum
And it makes me want you right there and then

Thinking of you in inappropriate places I get
Tingling sensations in private locations where I wish to be caught between a rock and your hard place

As wetness develops my legs begin to open and my spot turns to a backdraft and all I want you to do is extinguish it
You know my body like the back of your hands
And touch me and send me into ecstacy

My thighs quiver in anticipation of deep penetration which gets me high
Body rising
Sweating
Panting
Make-up melting
Pulling my hair and
Scratching my back
I get a temporary case of tourettes because all I can say are four letter words in a four octave-range screaming your name


I see your tongue pink between your lips and I want it between mine
And I struggle
As you lick torturing me
I try to get away but
Not really

Running out of room begging for more up against the
Mood: Happy
Music: none
Loved March 16, 2008, 09:13:am
Softly love and to love softly. Dew on the sycamore branch. By the creaking gate where my heart hurries afterwards through the path of wheat along the briar, to that stone, under which I lie."

Mood: quite
Music: none
One wish to fall Again March 13, 2008, 07:07:am
Feels like a fire that burns in my heart
Every single moment that we spend apart
I need you around for every day to start
I haven’t left you alone
There’s something about you, I stare in your eyes
And everything I’m looking for I seem to find
All this time away is killing me inside
I need your love in my life
I wanna spend time till it ends
I wanna fall in you again
Like we did when we first met
I wanna fall with you again
We fought in a battle, nobody one
And now we face a mountain to be overcome
You can’t turn away, the past is said and done
I need us to carry on
You’ll try everything you never thought would work before
When you live, when you love, and you give them your all
You can always give up some more
Baby nothing means anything unless you’re here to share with me
I can breathe, I can bleed, I can die in my sleep
Cause you’re always there in my dreams
I wanna spend time till it ends
I wanna fall with you again
Like we did when we first met
I wanna fall with you again


Mood: Wishing
Music: None
Do you? March 04, 2008, 03:03:am

Maybe this decision was a mistake.
You probably don't care what I have to say.
But it's been heavy on my mind for months now.
Guess I'm trying to clear some mental space.
I would love to talk to you in person.
But I understand why that can't be.
I'll leave you alone for good I promise.
If you answer this one question for me.

I just wonder,
Do you ever,
Think of me,
Anymore, do you

Swear that I'm not tryin' to start no trouble.
Tell your Girl she can relax.
I'll leave you alone for good I promise,
There's a question I just gotta ask.


I just wonder,
Do you ever,
Think of me,
Anymore, do you?



I know what we have is dead and gone.
Too many times I made you cry.
And I don't mean to interrupt your life.
I just wonder do I ever cross your mind?


I just wonder,
Do you ever,
Think of me,
Anymore, do you?

I just wonder
Do you ever
Think of me
Anymore
Do you?

I just wonder
Do you ever
Think of me
Anymore
Do you?

I just wonder
Do you ever
Think of me
Anymore
Do you?
Mood: Wondering
Music: None
My Little box February 25, 2008, 01:47:am
Silent in my sanity
I live safe inside my cell
In the darkness that surrounds me
I see my own special hell
Comfort in my suffering
Feeling warm inside this pain
Before I was coming down on me
I come on down again
I let you win, you come on to me
And you're so fucking brave
A chewed out lighten candle
Fell in my cool and empty cave
Somewhere in your world
They tell you this is what the people need
Doing all that shit on me
And leave me here to bleed
Silent in my sanity
You woke me out of my secret grave
You let your pretty world in
Now you're in my world
Did you dream it be so small
My little box was perfect
'Till you destroyed it all
My sanctity of sorrow gone
Forever in it's place
The sacred sweet of you
Is all that's left to taste
Feeling claustrophobic
Now my world is closing in
Subtle retrobusion
Where I am and where I've been
I'll take you to a place
You never knew could be
Curled up, in my little box
Mood: Crying
Music: none

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